my experience with hispanics in the u.s. is that i just didnt ever fit in because i didnt speak spanish. i remember i went over to a couple of hispanic households as a child, but i think i was too culturally different so they were nice but it was like didnt really relate   i definitely did go over to some houses and talk with people   if i had of spoken spanish i may have been closer culturally may have been easier to be their friend

ive also been to europe. i didnt travel much because i didnt have money.  maybe if i had had money i would have traveled to latin america at some point. 

when i lived with my mother i had a full life you know, then when she died and i went to live with the aunts. no exageration. i was just kind of a dead doornail.  

four years older is very similar age to my peers form high school

like i am only four years younger than someone, but they have had a huge career.    but even if i had of done something right, i would have only aspired to a simple job. 

that is why i cannot relate to you now

now i am just homeless.   i remember when i was 21 , when you become homeless it erases all of your previous life though

i just realized i am only four years younger than someone. but i will say that when i was about to graduate from college, i possibly could have ended up with someone. and the only thing i aspired to was just a regular job.    i almost chose a stronger degree which would have taken more time. but i could have been in a profession.   that is about as complicated as it got.

some of the people in politics have juris doctorate  

there are a lot