i feel very bad for the conflict 

if you want to live in seattle you should just live there tomorrow 

if you dont think you can live in seattle unless the nba is here i am not sure why.  they had it before and sent it away.  they could bring it back but send it away again anytime.

i feel bad telling you all to leave me alone. it doesnt seem that you understand i am registered for mental health services.  i was thinking like, if i told you i had a house that you were not allowed to break in to. you would break in to it anyway.  my guess , is if they bring the nba , harris and bidens will set their life up in seattle this year kind of like the nba is an anchor for them to live their life here. i guess i would say the nba was here before but they sent the team away. so i guess they could send it away again in the future.   

this is an impossible situation if you are demanding answers from me   when i dont even know what this is

i live in supportive housing i hope you all can leave me alone 

everyone is fighting to live in seattle  

even my grandmother couldnt be bothered. before my mother died, i only remember talking to my grandmother by phone at times. i dont remember seeing her much before my mother died. and i remember when my grandmother would call, i did not want to talk to her on the phone. i would say like "hi, and bye"    but after my mother died.  to be honest with you,  it seems like my grandmother did not want to be bothered with raising me.  she had some say in how the money was spent, and i would go visit her on the weekend sometime.    but i remember  my grandmother had a black friend that was a female. and older african american lady.  i think i met her one time.   but i remember my grandmother acted like the lady was the best thing ever.  but my grandmother treated me like shitzo. 

i am saying my grandmother reminded me of one of these european settler people who had fondness of the african american. 

i left in 2023  then came back in 2024 but wasnt sure if it was the right thing to do   

i still would like to come back to visit, but i dont have to live in seattle