I stumbled through this one and round my way back to a point it was well noted that I was seeking direction for not only myself but that of my future. Thanks for stopping back to listen to my thoughts this week.

Brought the new year in and having a much clear time coming through the thickets. With all my cylinders wide open, hears hoping that I'll reach the opening to dispose of things

This year has amount to a great many growths. I am appreciative for your listening ear as I find balance in this career.

Having had a continued experience life, the fortitude I have been gifted through continuously effort constantly shows up in my life as strength. I recently told a friend that "we all are putting on a show. I have been trained to relax when uncomfortable." As always I look forward to my story inspiring another. If it does great if not. Thank you for taking time to listen. Episode 4 season 2 of Bearli Doing Stuff: Now with words.

TRIGGER WARNING

I spent a great deal of time simply existing like each uncomfortable scenario and situation I had experienced was my fault. I never prior to this last year would have given any blame to my abusers for their behavior. I was taught that what happen to me was my fault. that if I was experiencing pain or unpleasantness from anyone, I was the root of the disturbance. it took going to jail and seeing people in the world of my make up (brown, men, amab, Poc) share their stories to even realize what I have been through. Whether by initial choice or through emotional manipulation. my causing other pain in order to defend myself isn't bad. it just is. their causing me pain isn't bad it just is. This is what remain. I am what grew from the pain. Thank you for listening to my podcast. I do hope it helps you discover all of you in your path forward. Light. Dark. it's all the same when you operate from a feeling center. Whether we enjoy it or not is completely different. You can find the video of this recording at my YouTube channel LiteAsANecesity thank you!

As usual through the filter of my life discuss with me the differences of hope and faith. Walk through my processes muddle with memories that no longer hold power but that have shaped me. As memories often do. Season 2 episode 2 can be watched on YouTube under LiteAsANecesity. Thank you for listening!

Taking an eclectic look at my life stories to explore the theory that we as a traumatized people take those abusive tendency and then turn them into a source of power when used in defense of an attack. For the video check LiteAsANecesity on YouTube. I rebranded for tiktok and instagram

Final episode of season one. Been a wild ride this year. Going into next year I'll be making videos and have the audio back loaded to create twice as much content. Looking forward chatting in some zoom classes you all be great when and where you want to.

This was recorded Nov 21th but I had a hard time getting it posted. 😪

I have it in my heart to steward those in need of safety. So many are used to trauma and being on guard that this idea continues to slip away. Recorded July 29th 2021 saffron Don and bear chat. (Mostly bear). An interview.