Bearli Doing Stuff : Now with WORDS

It's one thing to say, "All is well. Always, all ways. Even when I don't enjoy it". It's another in its entirety to live through it faithfully. While I have a deeply rooted knowledge that everything will always, in all ways takes its appointed course in the macro and microcosm, it does not make it hurt any less to ingest what happens here. Listen to my mulling over sheer hardship amidst the unrelenting cheer.

To say we are beings of light who delight in the night is to sell ourselves short. You are all of what you believe you can do and more. Explorations is how you find out what's in store.

When are you not you? What defines you? What is authentic to you? Today explore my unfurled unfiltered thoughts on the matter. I am sure to revisit this as my boarders continue to expand.

Theses detail boxes always conflict me. There is enough space to write a bit, but not enought to convey my full perspective.

There comes a time when with great power comes the opportunity to get shocked 😲. It's what you do with said power that has me locked, loaded and highly motivated. I hope you as always enjoy Bearli: Doing Stuff Now With Words. Thanks for listening to my composted thoughts and ideas. I continue to believe that if we can communicate directly and earnestly we can achieve mutual understand rather than mutual destruction. All is well, always, all ways. I love you. 🙏🏿

I stumbled through this one and round my way back to a point it was well noted that I was seeking direction for not only myself but that of my future. Thanks for stopping back to listen to my thoughts this week.

Brought the new year in and having a much clear time coming through the thickets. With all my cylinders wide open, hears hoping that I'll reach the opening to dispose of things

This year has amount to a great many growths. I am appreciative for your listening ear as I find balance in this career.

Having had a continued experience life, the fortitude I have been gifted through continuously effort constantly shows up in my life as strength. I recently told a friend that "we all are putting on a show. I have been trained to relax when uncomfortable." As always I look forward to my story inspiring another. If it does great if not. Thank you for taking time to listen. Episode 4 season 2 of Bearli Doing Stuff: Now with words.

TRIGGER WARNING

I spent a great deal of time simply existing like each uncomfortable scenario and situation I had experienced was my fault. I never prior to this last year would have given any blame to my abusers for their behavior. I was taught that what happen to me was my fault. that if I was experiencing pain or unpleasantness from anyone, I was the root of the disturbance. it took going to jail and seeing people in the world of my make up (brown, men, amab, Poc) share their stories to even realize what I have been through. Whether by initial choice or through emotional manipulation. my causing other pain in order to defend myself isn't bad. it just is. their causing me pain isn't bad it just is. This is what remain. I am what grew from the pain. Thank you for listening to my podcast. I do hope it helps you discover all of you in your path forward. Light. Dark. it's all the same when you operate from a feeling center. Whether we enjoy it or not is completely different. You can find the video of this recording at my YouTube channel LiteAsANecesity thank you!

As usual through the filter of my life discuss with me the differences of hope and faith. Walk through my processes muddle with memories that no longer hold power but that have shaped me. As memories often do. Season 2 episode 2 can be watched on YouTube under LiteAsANecesity. Thank you for listening!