Becoming Miriam Podcast

I just got back from my trip to Mexico where I got to return to Laguna Grande, the pueblo my family is from and many still live in! I hadn't been in a few years so I was excited to be there! But my dang anxiety was also at an all time high! Lets talk about it.

Viva Mexico!

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I' actually really happy I sat down to re-record this episode because I hit on the main points I talked about and even expanded more than I originally did. I feel really good about this episode and also about everything I talked about in it.

I'm doing the best that I can and what I put out, is the best that I can in that moment. Yes, I know my potential and know what more I am capable am. But life doesn't always allow for us to completely give our all to certain passions. So doing the best I can in any given moment is better than doing nothing and waiting for a "better moment".

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TW: Death, grief, trauma

Who would of known just how therapeutic this discussion would be LOL. I flip through a few quotes that have stuck with me from a book about grief (It's Ok That You're Not Ok by Megan Devine) and explore some thoughts on them. Sorry, I end up getting a little passionate on some parts LOL

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Episode corrections: I literally graduated college in 2017... so I moved to Tucson years before that for college! LOL (my memory is trash)

It's Denisa's birthday, and unfortunately she is not here to celebrate it, and I hate that. Last month was another year since Eliza passed, and I hate that too. But I'm working hard to find fitting ways to honor my loved ones on these difficult dates.

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fuck cancer. #teamdenkpro

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I started thinking about why I've had such a hard time doing the podcast lately. Even when I actually sit and record episodes (I swear I have like 5 episodes recorded) I just feel a mental block where I don't want to use them and instead just avoid posting them and forgetting about them instead. I realized I've been in a super avoidant place where I just would rather not, with so many things, even the things I ENJOY like anime!

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Let me try to give y'all a little update of my summer so far so you know where I am. I'm here, I'm around, I'm a mess lolol but thankfully, all good things. I'm trying my best guys, I promise!

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I feel like its tradition to do an episode around my birthday at this point lol. But this year is a bit different and thankfully in a good way! I know a lot of this is thoughts and feelings I've expressed on the podcast before but it is also what I need at this moment. So here is a moment of repetitive reflection from me.

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Welcome back for part two of the episode with Tay! Reminder that I will be away for a while for my birthday so no episode for a bit. I'll be back soon!

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