We open The Beginning series with a very special interview: a heartfelt conversation with my mom. In this episode, we explore how she, both as a woman and as a mother, searched for support after the loss of my dad. She shares what motivated her to explore alternative and holistic therapies at a time when they weren’t widely known.

This episode is an invitation to reflect on how the body holds onto what the mind tries to forget and how awareness can begin to shift everything.

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Iniciamos la serie El Inicio con una conversación muy especial: una entrevista con mi mamá. En este episodio, exploramos cómo ella, como mujer y madre, buscó apoyo para atravesar el duelo después de la pérdida de mi papá. Hablamos sobre lo que la motivó a explorar la medicina alternativa y las terapias integrativas en una época en que no eran tan comunes. Este episodio honra su intuición, su resiliencia y su compromiso con nuestra sanación familiar.

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This episode is a tribute to my mother’s strength. Even while grieving and navigating her own pain, she poured everything into helping me heal. I share how her nervous system, her resilience, and her choices shaped my healing—and why early regulation and support matter so deeply.

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For years, movement was my escape. In this episode, I unpack how dance became both a healing tool and a coping mechanism. We explore how trauma can fuel our need for constant motion—and how integrating movement with presence and breath can become true medicine.

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After the loss of my father, life changed forever. In this episode, I share how grief shaped my nervous system, shifted my personality, and pushed me to grow up quickly. I explore how childhood trauma can impact our physiology—and how early support, even when imperfect, can make a difference.

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In this first episode of the July series, I open up about the moment my world shifted—the sudden loss of my dad. I was just a child, and while I didn’t fully understand what was happening, my nervous system did. I share how this event shaped my physiology, my sense of safety, and the path I would eventually take toward healing.

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Can’t get motivated? Feel shut down for no reason? You’re not broken—you may be in a freeze state. I share what freeze really looks like, how I mistook it for laziness or burnout, and what you can do to gently melt back into movement, purpose, and self-trust.

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I wasn’t exhausted… until I finally stopped. In this honest episode, I open up about how chronic movement and performance masked my freeze state—and what happened when my nervous system finally crashed. If you’ve ever pushed through fatigue, this one’s for you.

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Your gut doesn’t just digest food—it processes your stress. This week, I share how navigating Hashimoto’s helped me connect the dots between nervous system dysregulation, leaky gut, and autoimmunity. Plus: key lab markers to ask for, and simple ways to support your gut with food and safety.

You’re not tired because you’re lazy. You’re tired because your body is protecting you. In this episode, I introduce the nervous system lens that changed everything for me—from high cortisol to constant tension. Learn how chronic stress hijacks your energy, and try a simple vagus nerve breath to begin shifting back to safety.