Cancer, Chemo & Currywurst

appointments slow down and the support drops off. When everyone expects relief, but you feel unsettled, different, or quietly anxious. When your body doesn’t feel predictable anymore and your identity feels like it’s shifting under your feet.

I’m Fleur, a trauma and somatic coach who has lived this too, an English woman living the expat life in Berlin, Germany (hence the Currywurst).

Here we talk about the psychological aftermath of cancer, managing scanxiety (the fear of cancer recurrence), and the nervous system patterns that linger after chemotherapy treatment ends. We dive into the raw topics like beating chemo brain brain fog, handling the grief that hides inside comparison and jealousy, and the strange, beautiful task of life after cancer. Most importantly rebuilding a life that actually fits who you are now.

Some episodes are just me, speaking honestly about the messy middle of post-traumatic growth. Some are conversations with guests who understand what it means to be reshaped by something life-altering.

This is not a space for warrior narratives or forced positivity. It is a space for truth, nuance, curiosity, and learning how to live fully in a body and life that feel different.

If you are navigating life after cancer treatment and want language, understanding, and real conversation, you are in the right place.