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Cause I Wanna Know episodes

October 12, 2025 …about postpartum depression with Audrey Frasier
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The story starts with a beautiful birth and an answered prayer—then swerves into a darkness many parents never talk about. Audrey Frasier, a nurse and mom of two, opens up about the weeks after welcoming her second baby: elimination diets that collapsed to eight foods, mastitis and high fevers, a house hit by COVID, and nights carved into 30-minute scraps of sleep. Under the weight of it all, the thought finally surfaced: “I’m not okay.” Naming it—postpartum depression—changed the course.

We walk the full arc with her: the slow-building overwhelm, the moment a friend heard the strain over the phone, and the choice to stop breastfeeding cold turkey with compassion and closure. From there, the plan sharpens—medication adjusted, therapy booked, a lactation consultant who asked what “goodbye” needed to look like, and a midwife who treated food and sleep as clinical interventions. Most of all, the community moved. Friends mapped coverage for the fragile hours, organized a new meal train, showed up for six-hour stretches, and made sure she wasn’t alone long enough to sink.

What follows is a steady return: the baby’s screams fade on formula, eye contact turns into bonding, and the home breathes again. Audrey’s honesty reframes maternal mental health: postpartum depression isn’t just sadness—it can be rage, numbness, and feeling trapped while performing well on the outside. It’s also survivable with a clear name, a reachable plan, and people who carry some of the weight. If you’ve ever felt that fog—or know someone who might—this conversation offers a map, language, and hope.

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2 hr 12 min
October 12, 2025 Audrey Frazier on Postpartum Depression, Faith, and the Lifeline of Community
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A fast, beautiful birth wasn’t the whole story. After welcoming her second son, Audrey—an OB nurse who loves her work and her people—slipped into a fog she couldn’t name. Mucusy diapers turned to blood, an elimination diet shrank to eight ingredients, COVID and croup hit the house, and a 103.9° mastitis fever forced her back into breastfeeding when her heart was done. She felt trapped: no sleep, not enough calories, a screaming newborn, and a toddler with allergies—and a growing distance from both boys that scared her.

The shift came with a phone call. A friend listened and said, “You don’t sound okay.” Those words gave Audrey the courage to collapse into Skyler’s lap and say what mattered: “I’m not okay.” A lactation consultant mapped a cold-turkey plan, her midwife adjusted meds and urged therapy, and a friend offered a surprising ritual—mark the last feed by rejoicing in concrete mercies. That simple act helped Audrey feel God’s nearness again. Then community did what community does best: eight-hour companion shifts so she wasn’t alone, meal trains restarted and husbands grabbed school pickups. Bit by bit, sleep returned, calories went up, and hope seeped back in.

Audrey didn’t keep it quiet. She started saying “I have postpartum depression” out loud at church—and woman after woman whispered, “Me too.” In that chorus, shame lost its hold. Today she’s bonding with Jacob in ways the fog once hid—more eye contact, more coos, more joy—and she’s honest about what still aches. This conversation is tender, practical, and real: postpartum depression, mastitis, elimination diets, formula, midwives, therapy, faith, and the gritty logistics of survival. If you or someone you love is treading water in the dark, this story offers a map: name it, ask early, accept help, bring in pros, and let your people carry you until you can walk.

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2 hr 12 min
July 19, 2024 GPOP 5 Review of 'Long Legs' w guests Camille & Shellee
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What if a movie that seemed poised to become a modern classic left you feeling utterly disappointed? This episode unpacks the letdown of "Long Legs," starring Nicolas Cage, with Makayla, Shellee, Camille, and I laying all our cards on the table. We dissect the film's failed attempt to live up to its genre predecessors like "Silence of the Lambs" and "Seven," analyzing its overhyped marketing, shallow plot, and muddled blend of crime and supernatural elements. Makayla and Camille's detailed notes and Shellee’s and my additional thoughts provide a balanced yet critical take on why the film didn't make the grade.

From inconsistent character behaviors to unrealistic police procedures, we leave no stone unturned in our scrutiny of "Long Legs." We question the rushed plot points and ponder the symbolic elements like the eerie phrase "I've got my long legs on" and the early '90s setting. Our discussion highlights the missed opportunities in Nicolas Cage's performance and the failure to develop the FBI agent character meaningfully. Despite its intriguing premise, the movie's lazy writing and lack of engagement left us yearning for a more compelling and intelligent narrative. Tune in to hear why "Long Legs" left us more frustrated than frightened.

45 min
July 12, 2024 GPOP 4 From Slow Burns to High Drama: TV and Movie Talk
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How does the latest season of "The Bear" measure up, and what makes Tony's fascination with British lore so compelling? Join us as Makayla and Tony dissect their current TV show binges, from the slow-paced yet rich character backstories of "The Bear" to the high production values of "The Crown." Tony also shares his intriguing experience with "Presumed Innocent" on Apple TV+, noting the dynamic connections to the 1990 film. Plus, hear about their YouTube hobbies and more!

Ever wondered why some shows become our go-to background noise while others have us hooked, despite their flaws? Makayla and Tony dive into the peculiar appeal of "Is it Cake?" and the mixed emotions elicited by "Your Honor." They discuss how "The Bear" masterfully balances chaos with deep storytelling, and why a revisit to the slower-paced "Alone" might just be the perfect antidote. Expect an engaging conversation that juxtaposes high energy with reflective viewing.

Movies and music take center stage as we explore symbolism in "Skinamarink" and the unexpected storytelling of "The Bike Riders." Makayla and Tony also share their admiration for young actors in "Dune 2" and their thoughts on films like "The First Omen," "Immaculate," and "The Iron Claw." Wrapping up with a musical journey from "Deeper Well" to classics by Prince and Michael Jackson, this episode promises a blend of nostalgia and fresh perspectives. Don't forget to interact with us via our podcast platform, where we value your feedback and suggestions!

1 hr 14 min
May 14, 2024 CIWK - Tracing Dr. Dan Huld's Resilient Spirit Through Change
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Embark on an intimate journey through the tapestry of Dr. Dan Huld’s life, where family roots intertwine with the tenacity of faith and the trials of fertility. Our latest episode features a heart-to-heart with Dan, a cherished friend from my church community, as he recounts the saga of his Finnish lineage, the athletic legacy of his father, and the delicate dance of Lutheran and Southern Baptist traditions that wove the fabric of his childhood. As we share laughter and wisdom, discover the deep-seated values that propelled Dan's life choices, from the pivotal discovery of high blood pressure that lead to more serious health concerns to the cherished union with his wife and their united front against fertility challenges.

Lean in as we traverse the milestones of Dan's life, reflecting on how stubbornness can be both a formidable foe and a steadfast ally. This episode peels back layers of Dan's educational journey, influenced by both parental determination and a move to Camas for its promising school district. We also uncover the crucial decisions that shaped a family legacy, from building a home with the help of relatives to the decision to send his children to private Christian school, highlighting the intricate balance between personal conviction and professional responsibilities.

Our conversation with Dan culminates in a reflection on the transformative power of education and the resilience required to navigate career shifts amidst a global pandemic. Dan's narrative is a masterclass in adaptability, from the early days of teaching multiple subjects to rising as a leader in the charter school realm, all while grappling with the unforeseen twists of COVID-19. Through his story, we're reminded of the enduring strength of family, the grounding force of faith, and the unwavering commitment to guiding the next generation with compassion and principle. Join us for an episode that promises not just a glimpse into one man's life but a mirror to our own journeys and the shared human experience.

3 hr 25 min
April 07, 2024 Anscast Ep. 113 - Clash of Idol Queens, Rethinking Women's Sports, and the Power of Gaming Connections
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Ever found yourself in a heated debate over who is the true queen of 'American Idol'? We sure did, and it sparked an entire episode where we toss around opinions on Kelly Clarkson and Carrie Underwood's chart-topping careers. From genre-bending tracks to their transition into other entertainment avenues, we unravel how these two powerhouses have shaped their legacies. And let's not forget the fierce debate on whether pop or country reigns supreme in their portfolios, with a dash of nostalgia thrown in for good measure as we reminisce about past 'Idol' tours and the alumni who've left their mark on music.

But the conversation doesn't stop at the mic—Sierra joins us for a raw look into the world of sports where we question if women's games should adapt to their athletes' physiques. Could a lower basketball hoop be the game-changer for women's sports? We're not afraid to tackle the tough questions and sift through the skill gap debate, pondering adjustments that could send the thrill of competition skyrocketing. And when it comes to gender roles, we rip into the complex weave of sports, fashion, and societal expectations, leaving no stone unturned as we discuss everything from dress codes to body positivity.

Feeling the disconnect in today's whirlwind world? We wrap up with a heartfelt salute to the bonds forged through online gaming, sharing personal tales of how virtual battles have led to real-world hangouts and stronger friendships. As we share our elation over a friend's return from tour, it's a reminder of the joy found in the simple act of togetherness. So, plug in, turn up the volume, and join us for the lively discussion, laughter, and camaraderie that makes this episode a genuine slice of life.

1 hr 11 min
April 01, 2024 GPOP 3 The Resonance of Music with Sisi and Ava Unveiling the Art Behind the Hits: Review of Kacey Musgraves & Ariana Grande’s new albums
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Have you ever felt a song resonate so deeply that it seems to echo your own life story? Join us as we, along with Sisi and Ava, unwrap the emotional layers of music from artists who masterfully turn life’s rollercoaster into soundwaves. We talk about recent albums that are creating ripples, including Kacey Musgraves' "Deeper Well," Ariana Grande's "Eternal Sunshine," latest work. From production tricks that tug at heartstrings to lyrics that read like our secret diaries, we're sharing the art and craft behind the tunes that are currently ruling our playlists.

When an artist's voice matures, it's akin to watching a butterfly emerging from its cocoon—beautiful, inspiring, and a hint at greater things to come. That's why we dissect Ariana Grande's evolving vocal style, alongside the sheer power of artists like Kasey and Lizzie McAlpine, who weave stories that are as compelling as they are melodious. Our guests Sisi and Ava bring fresh perspectives on the intentional restraint in Ariana's post-"Wicked" performances, and we speculate on how her voice could reach the iconic realms of legendary songstresses. Plus, you won't want to miss our candid debate over the craft of songwriting, where we celebrate the uniqueness of each artist's narrative.

We're all about basking in the shared experience that music brings, as it connects us through melodies and lyrics that capture the essence of our emotions. As we share anecdotes about the tracks we can't stop replaying and discuss how music preferences evolve with us, you'll find yourself nodding along, maybe even discovering a new favorite or two. Thanks to our vibrant dialogue with Sisi and Ava, you'll leave our conversation with a renewed appreciation for the music that scores our lives. So grab your headphones and prepare for a heartfelt journey into pop culture and the songs that make us feel seen and heard.

1 hr 28 min
March 12, 2024 GPOP Ep. 2 - The Evolution of Film Viewing A Conversation with two-time Emmy winning Michael Key
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Step behind the scenes of sci-fi splendor with Emmy-winning makeup maestro Michael Key, as he recounts his transformative journey from apprentice to artisan on the set of "Star Trek: Deep Space Nine." His backstage stories reveal the painstaking attention to detail that breathes life into the most memorable extraterrestrial beings. Meanwhile, Michael's reflections on how technical expertise shapes his viewing experience resonate with Makayla, an aspiring cinematographer. Together, they illustrate the fine line between analyzing the craft and surrendering to the story—a balance every film aficionado strives to find.

Bask in the warm glow of cinematic nostalgia as we traverse the past and present of movie-watching marvels. From the rekindled magic of "Titanic" lighting up today's theaters to the immersive thrill of "Top Gun: Maverick" in ScreenX, we unpack how advancements in technology can reforge our connection with classic tales. Savor the communal joys of drive-in theaters that once flickered under the stars, and explore the poignant chapters of our cinematic journeys that continue to resonate through the decades.

As the curtain falls, we linger on the emotional tapestry woven by the potent combination of visuals and scores, with Hans Zimmer's melodies and the haunting silent command of Darth Vader being but a few examples. These powerful moments underscore the crucial roles of meticulous editing and a resonant soundtrack in the alchemy of film. With heartfelt gratitude, we look forward to the boundless possibilities of future dialogues that celebrate the collective passion and expertise that fuels the enduring allure of film and television storytelling.

1 hr 26 min
February 19, 2024 The Humorous Blend of Parenthood and Technology's Rapid March
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They say a picture is worth a thousand words, but how many emojis does it take to say "I love you"? It's a wild ride here at Anscast, and this time we're exploring the twisty canyons of our modern lexicon. From the infiltration of "IRL" and "OG" into our daily banter to the heartfelt pride of parenting wins, we're talking the talk and walking the walk through the maze of communication that stitches our lives together.

Ever handed down a solemn vow to quit swearing during adrenaline-pumped gaming, only to let a choice word slip at the heat of the moment? We've all been there, and this episode isn't shying away from the gritty realities of self-improvement, faith, and the occasional f-bomb. Revel in the tales of our children's academic pursuits, the naming of group chats (or the lack thereof), and the laugh-out-loud moments that come from guiding teenagers as diverse and vibrant as a box of crayons through the coloring book of life.

Meanwhile, in the tech corner, we're gushing over the latest gizmos like the Apple Vision Pro and pondering the unstoppable march of innovation. It's a trip down memory lane, juxtaposing rotary phones with the magic of augmented reality, and debating the role of AI in our future workplaces. Plus, we've got a mystery on our hands with the case of the indestructible gaming chair that wasn't so indestructible. Buckle up for a journey filled with humor, bewilderment, and the occasional tech-induced head-scratcher that reminds us why keeping up with the times isn't just a hobby—it's an adventure.

1 hr 35 min
February 19, 2024 GPOP Ep. 1 - Emotional Beats of Pop Culture: Makayla & Tony's Top Five Movies & Music Artists
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This episode of Generation Pop serves as a time capsule of our most significant pop culture experiences. We're sharing the tunes and tales that have shaped our own generational beats, from the top five artists who forged the soundtrack of our lives to the top five movies we can't help but re-watch. We reminisce about the palpable excitement of concert-going and the nostalgia-laden memories of movies that marked our coming of age.

These are the stories that reveal how films and music weave into the fabric of our lives. We celebrate the shared joy of those go-to films that feel like home and discuss how we bravely navigate social anxieties to engage with our favorite artists.

To round out our inaugural journey, we get candid about our digital habits and the blend of control and guilt they bring into our lives. Lent isn't just a season—it's a metaphor for the self-control we grapple with year-round, extending beyond religious boundaries. Join us as we open the pages of our family's pop culture scrapbook and offer a heartfelt discussion that extends an invitation into our world of generational pop. We're here to share, laugh, and maybe even shed a tear as we traverse the emotional beats of entertainment that grows alongside us.

1 hr 29 min

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