When I was 21, I was sucked into a world of ambition.

Starting my adult life in the Bay Area, I was surrounded by the sense that I was supposed to start a startup, change the world.

I never wanted to start a startup. Reading stories of famous founders, and living and working with startup founders myself, it seemed to me that the amount of belief you’d have to have in yourself and your idea bordered on insanity. Raised to value humility, and unable to even speak up for myself, it was a level of self-belief I couldn’t imagine ever reaching.

The version of changing the world that appealed to me was effective altruism. I didn’t have a grand vision; I just wanted to help people. The arguments for it seemed so simple, so obviously correct, when laid out in books and blog posts.

Right out of college, I joined an EA organization that worked with governments around the world on projects that cost tens of millions of dollars. One day at work, I was getting some beans and rice from the kitchen when I ran into a billionaire. All the money and power in the world were suddenly [...]

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