“If we continue abusing the Earth this way, there is no doubt that our civilization will be destroyed. This turnaround takes enlightenment, awakening. The Buddha attained individual awakening. Now we need a collective enlightenment to stop this course of destruction. Civilization is going to end if we continue to drown in the competition for power, fame, sex, and profit.”
—Thich Nhat Hanh, Buddhist Monk & Peace Activist
Dear Friends,
I recently had a deep and powerful conversation with my friend, Martijn Schirp — exploring death, Buddhism, psychedelics, service to Earth, and ways of bridging Christianity and Buddhism. Martijn has been on a deep journey in his life, and I respect his commitment to wisdom and service.
Martijn and I’s friendship goes back over a decade at this point: He co-founded Synthesis and HighExistence and was the one who first invited me to join the HighExistence team many years ago. Owing to Martijn’s strong dharmic calling to create plant medicine retreats, he and I were also two of the co-founders of Apotheosis.
Martijn will soon be leading ‘A Path Between Worlds,’ a 12-Month Psychedelic Dharma Journey of Awakening and Planetary Service. Applications close on January 4th. You can learn more about it here. Note that I am an affiliate partner for this program, so if you apply via the links here and join, a portion of the proceeds will support my work.
I’ll include quotes from our dialogue and more on Martijn below. You can listen to the audio version of Martijn and I’s conversation here on Substack (or on Spotify), or you can watch the video version on YouTube:
A longer biography of Martijn Schirp:
“Martijn Schirp has an academic background in interdisciplinary science and philosophy, and is a longtime Buddhist practitioner and dedicated student in the Vajrayāna tradition. He draws from fifteen years of contemplative practice spanning different schools and lineages of Buddhism, including (Burmese) Theravada, Zen, and Dzogchen.His role in A Path Between Worlds is that of a spiritual companion—a fellow traveler offering contemplative insights, a passion for practice, and facilitating a space for deep inquiry. This is his first time guiding a program of this kind, and he does so with humility and curiosity. He remains in regular consultation with qualified teachers, and his facilitation is grounded in supervised practice development and lived experience on the path.As the co-founder of Synthesis, he helped shape one of the first legal psychedelic wellness centers in the world and co-developed the Synthesis Psychedelic Practitioner Training. Before Synthesis, Martijn co-founded HighExistence and Apotheosis, curating transformational experiences at the intersection of ecology, spirituality, and culture. Now with Upāyosis, he aims to create bridges between traditional Buddhist wisdom and contemporary psychedelic practice—a space where meditation training, ethical inquiry, and visionary experiences meet in service of healing and awakening. Through this initiative, Martijn is cultivating a framework for responsible engagement with sacraments as upāya—not as shortcuts, but as compassionate, adaptive relating that can accelerate insight when rooted in ethical clarity, spiritual discernment, and sincere commitment to the path.”
Quotes from Martijn
Here are some quotes from Martijn in our dialogue, edited lightly for clarity:
“I didn’t know how much longer I would have in this world. And the difficult and beautiful journey that initiation led to was the confrontation with the fact that I’m going to die. And we’re all going to die. That’s a given.
But I think it’s quite common—at least it was for me—that I was living under the delusion that this is something that happens to other people. And my death is going to be far, far in the future.”
“Knowing that life is impermanent, that we don’t know how long we have, that became super real for me. And it was a process of first having to deal with the anger—how can this happen to me, why me, I still have so many plans.
And yet, going through that made it clear why impermanence is such an important reflection: it diminishes the value of things that don’t really matter and increases the value of things that truly do.”
“It’s much more difficult, but much more valuable and skillful, to be able to see death as a teacher. To see all those emotions as energies that reveal something that’s really important.
And the only way to really understand and begin to receive that level of insight is to treat it with care and respect—by sitting with it, really feeling it, and not hiding or running away.”
“There’s an infinite amount of conditions that come together to allow my existence, and therefore I’m also a factor in this network of agency that co-fabricates the world. And so there’s a tremendous amount of responsibility in that role.
And the question becomes, how do I not leave behind a legacy of misinformation or distrust or extraction, but instead tend to those in need with gentleness and care?”
“It’s a layer of awareness before evaluation, before preference, that is incredibly wise. It’s ancient. It’s available to us in any moment, in sickness, in the process of dying, in grief, in dreaming, in dreamless sleep.
And recognizing that is such a gift. Because a lot of things that I used to get really upset about or caused a lot of suffering, they kind of drop away.”
I hope this was valuable for you.With Love,Jordan 💙
Once more: Martijn will soon be leading ‘A Path Between Worlds,’ a 12-Month Psychedelic Dharma Journey of Awakening and Planetary Service. Applications close on January 4th. You can learn more about it here. Note that I am an affiliate partner for this program, so if you apply via the links here and join, a portion of the proceeds will support my work.
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