Spending life with my animal soul does not make my animal soul me. I am my center of love and life and godly connection and abundance. My animal soul showing up does not mean my crown is gone. It is up to me to take times in my day to find my center of SELF not in spite of my animal soul, but for her. My godly soul does not want to leave my animal soul behind and does not plan to. When I find my true inner home - every part of me finally has a home as well.

TYH. https://youtu.be/EpOMk1jOzgk?si=c9qK9JsIQY9R24LR

We do not heal because we are broken. We never have been inadequate. We have always been, are, and always will be, kings and queens. Where did we learn that we can’t “struggle” and wear out crown at the same time. The purpose of life is the process of life. SIMCHA is being INSIDE of this moment, instead of thinking I need to get around it. The journey of life is the climax of life. TYH

Redefining iskafia. We are not created to simply control ourselves. We are alive to reveal that we are infinite light and love and power. This moment does not have the power to control or hijack my entire sense of self. My divine center is not up for sale. I breathe, always. TYH. The dancing of Adar is the natural response to realizing that this moment is not an exception to the unity and dance and love of hashem. We dance because when a love like that, a flow like that, is revealed, how could u not dance?

The opposite of simcha is “this should be different then it is, I should be different then I am”. Simcha = open hearted presence to this exact moment.

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I keep thinking “I get this”, and then i get it even deeper. I wonder if that’s the point. To notice all the parts of our lives that we have labeled and judged, and to let those parts melt within the unity of hashem. Suddenly, everything inside of me becomes part of the flow. I’m alive with pleasure and love and light and there is no aspect of reality that can cause the flow to stop. When I feel afraid of “this”, it is not “this” that is the problem, but rather it’s the fear that’s convincing me that it is. The only thing to fear is fear itself. And even that we don’t have to fear, but rather see within the context of the divine unity that it truly is always within.

My most natural state is one of energetic LOVE. The fact that I don’t always feel it isn’t cuz it’s not there, but cuz I forget who I am. I am so alive. We are so alive. I have infinite and eternal love and energy flowing through my body. I will not bow to “it’s fine”. The moment and body I am in right now is essentially connected to the bigger story of life. I AM IN LOVE. Mamash IN love. TYH. Every breath we breathe is a kiss with Hashem. We are so alive.

TYH

Where did I learn that the specific story of my life is anything but the purpose of all of creation? I am a butterfly (#butterflyaffect) of hashems most infinite love, and with-every breath I breathe- all the cosmos shift.