Kevin Holt died nine years after his Afghan tour. He was fighting his demons right to the end. But was it the war that killed him? And Kevin wasn’t the first from his platoon to die after getting home safely.

This episode discusses suicide. If you need to talk, help is out there. If you’re a veteran or you know a veteran, the starting point for help is the Ministry of Defence’s Veteran’s Gateway and these charities:

Combat Stress

Help for Heroes

Samaritans

Producer: Heidi Pett

Sound designer: Weidong Lin

Original music: Matthew James Kelly

Executive producer: Matthew Price

Editor: John Shields