I received some bad news yesterday.

In the big scheme of things, nothing awful, but it was bad for me and for a number of people. This gets me thinking, when determination and resilience has to stop and adaptability and change of plans have to kick in.

Cut your looses and live to fight another day?

or

Live to live another day?

As a family, we have taken a long time to make a decision. We have now done so and I thought it would not affect me.. but it does, a lot.

So I am a bit messed up and don't articulate my ideas clearly, but that's me today. Tomorrow, who knows?

Have a nice Sunday

Javier

I am aware I have touched in this topic several times before, but it is just keep coming back, so I assume it is important.

I have always know how important are my friends and family for me. I am now seeing the great change they make on me. I am privilege to have them.

Pick up the phone, call them. Call somebody you haven't heard from for a while. Have a chat, meaningful or meaningless, it will help them and you.

Have a lovey day

Javier

So, two totally unconnected experiences have happened recently. I am not clear if there is a message connecting both of them, but I thought i'd share them.

One is all about my dad, his legacy, his work and how it is being credited to somebody else. We don't know if intentionally or not.

Secondly, how our acts create a ripple effect and consequences come to us. As a no Karma believer, I am eating my words.

In the day to day work and changes, and challenges and emotions, and concerns and... everything, I forget to think about the things, people achievements that I am proud of.

This one is for all those people, family and friends, that have accepted and supported me. I am so proud of all of you, of counting you as my friend and that you accept me as your friend.

What are you proud of?

Have a nice evening

Javier

This has been one of those unremarkable days that flies by and leaves nothing meaningful at all behind.

So, in order to avoid wasting a whole day I highlight a couple of small but fun things I enjoyed. I guess, my point is that there is something to save even from the most dull of the days.

Have a nice day

Javier

It's been a great day so far.

Something as simple as a bit of snow and the town is out, enjoying, laughing and sharing the experience. Sometimes, small things can have such a great effect.

I have this stupid smile on my face and seriously enjoying it.

Days like this reminds me to cheer up, it's going to be ok.

Loads of hugs

Javier

Well, after an eventful day with technology problems, maybe the universe was trying to send me a message, maybe I was trying to send a message or maybe chance is having a go at me and derailing any serious attempt.

Who knows? but something tells me this is where I need to be and how I need to be.

Don't tell me wrong, I am not keen to go through this. I'd rather avoid it, but maybe, just maybe, this is what needs to be.

Not sure if any of the above makes any sense.... hope it does for you.

Have a nice day

Javier

"Waiting for the fish to bite

or waiting for the wind to fly a kite

or waiting around for Friday night

Or waiting, perhaps, for their uncle Jake

or a pot to boil, or a better break

or a string of pearls, or a pair of pants

or a wig with curls, or Another chance.

Everyone is just waiting."

(Dr Seuss, Oh the places you'll go)

Today I am experiencing the good, the bad, the ugly and everything in between.

Hard to express how to feel when all those are coming randomly. So what to do? how to manage? do I need to manage it or just let it go? Can I sit and wait?

Not a lot comes to my mind. In fact, only one word comes to my mind: believe.

Have a nice day

Javier