Watching a movie brings up uncomfortable memories of a past relationship that found me losing myself on repeat. While the connection is long gone, I find myself still living out the insidious dynamics that were at play more than 10 years ago. This is Part 2: How it ended.

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Watching a movie brings up uncomfortable memories of a past relationship that found me losing myself on repeat. While the connection is long gone, I still find myself living out the insidious dynamics that were at play more than 10 years ago. This is Part 1: How it began

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Website: www.arcana-intuitive.com

Instagram: @sarahhildrethrankin

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Dreams and reality collide while taking an anti-malaria drug on the Trans Siberian Railway. How dreams have enhanced my life & become a normal (sometimes bizarre) way to interpret the world.

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An update one month into creating this podcast and the act of expressing instead of suppressing has opened up a can of worms in my body & my life.

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I've spent the past year living on the edge of medical crisis, purging green stuff out of my skin and coming to terms with my limitations, all while experiencing other lifetimes where I die in similar scenarios. Cool, cool, cool...

*Heads up* I graphically describe gross skin stuff, medical trauma & violent death scenarios

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For 11 years after my dad died I avoided music as a means to feel. Pregnancy brought this tool back to me out of necessity and became my first psychic language.

*Heads up* I briefly describe a death and also mention vomiting

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I look back nine years to a pivotal point in my breakdown as a capable person that foreshadows the many rock bottoms to come. A big break up, 3 house moves, a secretive work relationship, an unplanned pregnancy and toxic workplace prove too much as my body gives up in an attempt to steer me in a new direction.

As I experience a loss of control over my body-from brain fog, severe skin reactions & body pain, to hair loss, a precancer diagnosis & sensitivities to almost every food, chemical & weather pattern-I appear to develop an allergy to life itself.

Hoping for a promising start as I move into a new home, instead the house eerily reflects the state of my inner dysfunction-a shaky foundation & crumbling facade...infested with ants. As the noise of life becomes unbearable & the ants continue to swarm through the walls, suppressing reality no longer works and I am forced into stillness.

*Heads up* I briefly mention abortion & a sexual experience

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Starting this podcast finds me one year into long term disability, unable to work due to severe chronic illness & mystery symptoms. I’m navigating motherhood with 5 year old twin girls and the unfolding of a dramatic spiritual awakening that ripped me open to new levels of psychic awareness overnight.

Ten years of climbing out of one rock bottom only to fall into another, I've spent a decade exploring & healing suppressed emotions, health issues, unhealed family patterns, an impaired nervous system & mental health struggles. From past lives & ancestral trauma to childhood wounds & soul purpose, I've delved deep in seeking answers to who I am & why exactly I am here.

In this first episode I sit at the microphone finally ready to confront a fear of expressing my truth as I try to make sense of my life and all the messy experiences that have brought me here today.

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