Diving Into The Shadow

This week I talk about Jupiter, Medusa, food addiction, gifts, plants, self-image, santa clause energy, and I sing another song that I wrote.

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Show Notes:

Weave Your Bliss - Paula Crossfield

Laura Lenhard - talismanandcauldron.com

Thank you Laura! <3 

Song Lyrics

"Jupiter" by me :)

Why do I abuse myself with consumption

Feel the rush and can't even function

Should really quit but don't have the gumption

Now I've found myself at a junction

Jupiter

Jupiter

Jupiter

Jupiter

Looking up I see a yellow beacon

He offers me mystical treatment

I reveal what I'm seeking

Feel the grip of compulsion weaken

Jupiter

Jupiter

Jupiter

Jupiter

Messages filled with enchantment 

Teaching how to transform expansion

Remove impulses implanted

Suddenly my wishes are granted

Jupiter

Jupiter

Jupiter

Jupiter

They'll be a day I look up to see you

Heart the same but all else is brand new

Looking to the mirror see a girl who

Traded habits in for greater value

Jupiter

Jupiter

Jupiter

Jupiter

I dive into humiliating childhood moments, gifts from the spirit world, natal birth charts, and I face a life-long fear of singing as I follow the path of my true node.

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Song Lyrics:

Cast You Out Of My Heart

By: me :)

My heart although it’s aching

Knows it’s love I should be making

All the time you keep on taking

It’s tearing me apart

You live inside my head

But it’s my soul on which you’ve fed

Oh come on dirty little devil I cast you out of my heart

(oooo) Dirty little devil you’re tearing me apart

(oooo) Dirty little devil I cast you out of my heart

Winds of freedom are approaching

But my doubt is only growing

That’s how you keep me from knowing

My power to depart

You want me to believe in

All your lies and your deceiving

Oh you dirty little devil, I cast you out of my heart

(oooo) Dirty little devil you’re tearing me apart

(oooo) Dirty little devil I cast you out of my heart

How many times I gotta tell you I don’t want you?

My time, my money, my life

Danced on my soul with your fife

You’re taking it all

Left me with nobody to call

Enjoying the fall

Like I was your voodoo doll

Bawling to the moon at night

Begging for a clearer sight

Fight until the morning light

Just to get you out my mind

You’re calling me now

As I scribble these vows

That will send you away

So I can live for another day

Listen to me when I say

You have no power over me

I am free

I can choose 

So I walk away from you

(ooo) Dirty little devil, I cast you out of my heart

(oooo) Dirty little devil, I cast you out of my heart

(oooo) Dirty little devil, I cast you out of my heart

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