Existential Cloud Hopping

Hi. Just talking about how I could be having a good day and then a wave of envy and void identification comes in and then I feel bad. I'm trying to get better at this. Also, I talk about the world I wanna live in.

Hi all. This episode is sort of talking about how much better I been doing these days, just trying to live we'll be well and be in a healthy work environment. #nofap2022

Hi. This episode is for and about people who struggle with depression as a feature of their life, and for the people who tell them to get over it, or say that they're making excuses. It's... different than that. People with depression lack motivation but it's not because they're lame it's because of their inner condition. People who have depression are really amazing, interesting, talented, hard working individual s who are just really burdened by something they can't exactly explain but try to through negative self talk. It's hard but you could have a good life if you have depression but it is hard. Thank you

Hey. I haven't been recording in a while but its because my phone screen is all wacky ànd it stops recording unbeknownst to me and then I give up but I am going to get a new one. This episode is about trusting the universe and the patience it requires. Hella patience is required.

After watching a Netflix documentary about a Chinese/ American factory, go for a walk on Abbott Kinney Blvd and then Main Street. Go back to this episode and answer some questions

Hey! I wanted to share this message with you because I love you and I myself struggle with this, helping the people considered the least of us.

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What is suffering? Oh, you know. In this episode I talk about it a little bit, not so much defining what it is, but rather how I see it and how common it is. It may be inevitable but that doesn't mean goodness cannot be found in one's day or life. Enjoy!

Hi. Bye. Enjoy!