After a walking away or being walked away from again by someone I really thought I cared about, I've decided to hanging up dating for a bit. The truth is, I haven't dated a lot over the past few years. I've been perpetually single with little relationships here and there that feel like they light up and go out as fast as it takes to spark a match and blow it out. And, I'm done. For now and maybe forever.
For the next few months or for as long as I'm single, I will post on this platform once or twice a week about how things are going.
This is not a self-love podcast.
This is a facing facts podcast.
This will be about acceptance and finding joy in a circumstance that I never saw myself being in. Something I wouldn't wish on myself but nonetheless... here I am. I've tried desperately to change it and it almost feels like the more I try to change it... the worse I feel.
So again, this is not a self-love podcast. There are enough of those.
This is acceptance. This is surrender.
My white flag that I'm done believing if I could just be a little more then that'll really make someone love me.
I guess this about me trying to convince myself that I'm enough.