Hallway Hearts, Hard Truths

This is a concept from the Christian scriptures.  If there is life lived with God's grace prominent and effective after salvation, that is to be contrasted with a period of life dominated by compromise and "self".  This is me "thinking out loud" for the purpose of meditation (but while driving alone in our car).

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  The last line of this segment is worth noting.   

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A window into her soul, or at least her mind as Beth attempts prayer

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This segment has a devotional aspect, using the circumstances of the story to remember the difference between joy and happiness.

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Beth's cloud is lifting, self

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She doesn't "get it" in a sustained change, but this is her first confession.   

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Get to know Patrick, Beth's dad, by the way he communicates with Steve on a walk.  A future edition of this segment may be improved by digital technology so the characters have male voices (sorry).    

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This conversation with a cousin happens near the same time that Beth was open to dialogue with her Aunt Tracy in segment 6c        

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Wow.  Tune in for some heart-to-heart advice that comes thru in honest, loving intervention from Beth's mom and Aunt Tracy.  This segment has chapter markers!      

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Beth's Dad, Patrick, is going to get involved soon.  

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