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Most people think bipolar diagnosis is something that magically appears in your late teens or early twenties. Bri McKay? She got it at just seven years old after a hospital stay at age five and a lot of research. She’s not just a storyteller; she’s breaking down childhood mental health mysteries that most adults don’t even get until they’re well into therapy. Bri’s candidly sharing her journey, from unmarked childhood signs to navigating the industry as a bipolar artist, actress, and musician. Brie also reveals her raw, unfiltered thoughts on therapy, medication, self-awareness, and the importance of a solid support circle. Plus, hear her stories about what it’s truly like to be a billboard for mental health in Hollywood, and how her emotions fuel her creative genius, when she’s not fighting to stay afloat. This episode is your secret weapon if you’ve ever wondered what it’s like to grow up with early bipolar and how to channel that pain into art, or if you’re just curious about breaking the stigma surrounding mental health in the entertainment biz.

Michelle Savage is here to blow the lid off that myth. She’s a mindset and nervous system coach who one day realized that regulating her body’s signals, not just her thoughts, was the secret to actually transforming her life and unlocking her best self. If you’ve ever felt stuck in a cycle of stress, anxiety, or relapse... this episode is your new best friend. Michelle shares her incredible story of battling lifelong anxiety, hitting rock bottom, and ultimately building a thriving life after 11 years of sobriety. She breaks down how stress keeps your mind in survival mode, sabotages your goals, and how tuning into your body rewires everything from relationships to business success.

Think you know all there is about music, mystery, and making a splash? Think again. Kevin McClure’s journey from teenage pop-punker to mind-blowing indie artist isn’t just inspiring; it’s a masterclass in intentional storytelling. through lyrics, albums, and even his own life. Kevin’s new album, “Flawlessly Flawed,” isn’t just another record, it’s a philosophical rollercoaster about embracing all your contradictions. He’s blending genres, dropping pre-release exclusives in vinyl and CD first, and tossing in a secret invite-only party that’s as rare as a unicorn at a metal festival. We break down his influences: from the grunge rebellion of Benji Madden to the introspective depths of Bright Eyes and explore how artists are now blending genres in ways that even Spotify’s playlists can’t contain. Plus, Kevin’s storytelling universe includes Cryptids, Skinwalkers, Frogman, Mothman… and yes, even Frogman’s just as weird and wonderful as it sounds. This episode isn’t just about music; it’s about living authentically, embracing complexity, and turning heartbreak and joy into art you can feel. Whether you’re a musician, a mystery junkie, or just someone who loves a good story with layers, Kevin’s insights will leave you inspired. Get ready to listen deeply, think differently, and see your potential in a whole new light.

Josh Bell, host of the Real Reel podcast, spills the horror tea, sharing why he’s obsessed with slasher flicks, why horror is a safe zone for fear, and how movies turned him into a lifelong film nerd (spoiler: it’s not what you think).He breaks down the real-life inspirations behind classics like The Texas Chainsaw Massacre and how even serial killers influence the genre’s dark brilliance. Curious about remakes that outshine the originals? Or why CGI can ruin rather than elevate your favorite franchises? Josh has both the facts and the hilarious takes. Perfect for horror buffs, film fanatics, and anyone craving the kind of insight that makes you look at your favorite movies and your own fears differently. Want to know which movies unexpectedly stole his heart? Or how he balances a demanding job with his podcast passion? Tune in for a masterclass in movie obsession, with a whole lot of laughs along the way. If you love gritty horror, fun debates about the best slashers, or just need a reminder that sometimes, the real scares are just behind the door (or in your social media feed) this episode is your ticket.

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Most romance writers start with love stories. Britton Ashley? She started with grief, then turned it into a series about family, healing, and second chances that’ll hit you right in the feels. If your grandma’s passing made you question everything, her journey from heartbreak to happily ever after is exactly what you need to hear.

Britton’s got a refreshingly real take on writing from the heart: she shares how a family tragedy sparked her Rocky Romance series, blending grief and romance in a way that’s both healing and painfully beautiful. You’ll discover how she navigates heavy themes like mental health, domestic violence, and chronic illness, all while keeping it real and relatable.

We break down the joy of indie authors supporting each other, the rise of diverse romance, and why representation at every size, neurodivergence, and ability level isn’t just a trend but a necessity.

You can currently read Casual Sparks & Covered In You in both physical and e-book now!

Your favorite indie singer-songwriter just went deep, and it’s worth every emotional mile. Imagine pouring your soul into a record about the toughest battles with mental health, grief, and identity, and then sharing it with the world. Reeya Banerjee did just that, turning her personal pain into a raw, healing album called The Way Up. Yep, it’s a record about falling apart and rising stronger, and she’s here to tell you exactly how she did it.But hold up, this isn’t just about music. Reeya’s journey through bipolar episodes, suicidal crises, and childhood trauma reads like a masterclass in resilience, vulnerability, and the mind’s intricate wiring. She talks honestly about the mental health programs that saved her, songwriting as therapy, and the dirt-under-the-nails tools of DBT; which she battles to stay grounded using every day. If you’re tired of surface-level advice and want real talk about navigating mental storms, this episode is your new must-listen.

Her story reminds us that even in our messiest moments, there’s space for growth, healing, and a way up. She shows us that pain shared honestly becomes power, and vulnerability is a kind of rebellion.

Ever wonder how to create a life that feels as good as it looks, without the hype? Ana Jones, the bliss facilitator with a Mexican passport and a Lisbon address, spills her secrets on transforming inner chaos into lightness and joy. She’s cracked the code on ancestral trauma, emotional freedom, and why you’re not as “special” (in a good way) as you think. Spoiler alert: everyone’s been through it, and it’s all part of the human experience. You’ll learn how awareness is your best tool, how to spot parallels in your lineage, and why the line between work and play should totally blur, because living joyfully is the new hustle.

We break down:

• The mind-blowing science behind ancestral trauma (yes, it’s real, and no, it’s not just “woo”).
• Practical ways to start undoing generational patterns: conversations with your inner child, not sit-ins with a shaman.
• How living in abundance versus scarcity shapes your reality, and why “fear of success” is a sign you’re onto something good.
• The power of curiosity, compassion, and having a killer support crew, including your partner and a knitting side hustle.

If you’re tired of feeling empty behind a perfect Instagram feed or stuck in toxic family loops, this episode is your wake-up call. Whether you’re on a spiritual journey, healing from past wounds, or just want to start feeling better, this is your permission slip to move forward.

This week I had Clara Ritger on, and we talked about how she navigates the world of chronic pain, globe-trotting adventures, and the transformative power of meditation. From the unexpected twists of medical challenges to the serene landscapes of her travels, Clara shares her unique insights and humor in embracing life's chaos. Discover how meditation became her anchor, turning pain into peace and wanderlust into wisdom. Be sure to follow her on IG: @clararitger and dive into her retreats & travels.

Join me this week as I dive into the world of pop punk with Tony, Mike & Nick from their band: Nonsense. Discover the origins of their quirky name, the creative process behind their hit singles, and the unexpected journey from garage jams to the stage. With a mix of humor, heartfelt stories, and a dash of chaos, this episode is a must-listen for music lovers and aspiring rockstars alike. Tune in for a behind-the-scenes look at the band that's turning heads and making noise in the punk scene!

This week I sat down with Abigail Gagnon: podcast host of BeYOUtiful Legacy and chronic illness advocate as she shared her journey of living with chronic pain and the challenges of navigating life with invisible disabilities. Abigail opens up about her experiences with silent migraines, the struggle for diagnosis, and the emotional toll of being misunderstood. Listen in for how she found a purpose through podcasting & in doing so created a platform to connect with others and raise awareness for the Spoonie community.