How You Grievin?

In this episode of How You Grievin?, Malcolm sits down with Meika, host of the Side Eye Podcast, for a conversation about grief, faith, healing, and identity.After experiencing the transition of her father at a young age, Meika shares how that experience shaped her life and how grief can show up through relationship endings, career changes, and other unexpected life transitions. She opens up about grieving with intention, protecting her mental health, and embracing authenticity as a Christian.Together, we discuss faith, family traditions, soul food, social media, and finding moments of joy even in difficult seasons. Watch and listen to How You Grievin? on YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and all major streaming platforms.Follow Malcolm:
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In this special episode of How You Grievin?, the tables are turned.For the first time, Malcolm answers the very questions he asks every guest who joins the show. From memories of loved ones and family dynamics to relationships, healing, identity, and personal growth, Malcolm opens up about his own grief journey with the same honesty and vulnerability he invites from others.Throughout the episode, he reflects on the people who have shaped his life, the lessons grief has taught him, and the ongoing process of becoming. It's an opportunity to get to know the voice behind How You Grievin? and understand why these conversations matter so deeply to him.If you've ever wondered how Malcolm would answer questions like, "What food reminds you of them?" "Who was there for you?" or "What would your life's story be titled?"—this is the episode.Follow the host Malcolm:Instagram: @myblackkselfTikTok: @myblackkselfYouTube: @myblackkselfListen and watch How You Grievin? on YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and all major streaming platforms.

In this episode of How You Grievin?, Malcolm sits down with DiamondXhayee for a conversation about grief, entrepreneurship, mental health, and personal growth.As a serial entrepreneur, DiamondXhayee shares how life's experiences have shaped both her personal journey and her businesses. Together, they explore the importance of managing emotions, protecting your peace, embracing vulnerability, and continuing to grow through life's transitions.The conversation also highlights the balance between ambition and healing, offering an honest look at what it means to build a meaningful life. DiamondXhayee opens up about her upcoming podcast, Diamonds Luxury, a platform where luxury lifestyle meets authentic storytelling and intentional conversations.Through honesty, resilience, and self-reflection, Malcolm and DiamondXhayee encourage listeners to embrace both the challenges and the beauty of personal growth.Follow DiamondXhayee:Instagram: @DiamondXhayeeFollow the host Malcolm:Instagram: @myblackkselfTikTok: @myblackkselfYouTube: @myblackkselfListen and watch How You Grievin? on YouTube, Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and all major streaming platforms.

In this episode of How You Grievin?, Malcolm sits down with Traé Ray for a powerful conversation about grief, personal growth, dating, relationships, and becoming the person you're meant to be.

Many people never get the chance to understand what grief can look like from a place of growth. Traé shares how the transition of his grandparents became more than a painful experience, it became the foundation for his self-love, confidence, and purpose. Through honest reflection, he explains how grief helped him release fear, trust his intuition, and embrace his authentic self.

Traé also reflects on his experience as a contestant on Pop the Balloon or Find QUEER Love with Trackz, sharing what the experience taught him about vulnerability, rejection, authenticity, and showing up as yourself—even when you know you won't be everyone's choice.

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In this heartfelt episode, hosted by Dr. Kreative, Malcolm joins the conversation for an honest discussion about grief, family dynamics, and learning how to care for yourself while navigating complicated relationships.

Malcolm opens up about his current family dynamics, grieving relationships that have changed, and the transition of his cat, Peaches. He reflects on the realization that his parents’ relationship is not his responsibility and explores the emotional weight of family expectations.

The conversation also touches on Malcolm’s experience of feeling as though he only had one sister, and the role his own actions and grief played in shaping those relationships. Through vulnerability and reflection, he discusses accountability, healing, and what it means to give yourself grace while moving through difficult seasons.

This episode is about understanding that grief does not only come from death. Sometimes it comes from changing relationships, unmet expectations, and the people we thought would always be there. It is a conversation about acceptance, self-care, and finding peace while continuing to grow.

This special episode was hosted by Dr. Kreative.

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This week, Malcolm sits down with Eli, a talented artist, singer, and theater performer, for an honest conversation about grief, mental health, personal growth, and the power of creativity. Together, they discuss the importance of being truthful about your feelings, navigating relationships and closure, and how Eli's experiences in theater have shaped his understanding of self and emotional expression.

The conversation also explores the complexities of life and death, the importance of protecting your peace, and how creativity can serve as both a healing tool and a pathway to self-discovery. Through vulnerability and reflection, Eli shares valuable insights on embracing every chapter of your journey while staying true to who you are.

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In this episode of How You Grievin?, we sit down with DiiJai. He opens up about his music journey, the inspiration behind his album A Soul Without A Heart, and the importance of remaining true to yourself even when life presents challenges. Through candid reflection, DiiJai shares how music became a powerful outlet for expression, healing, and connection. This episode is a reminder that growth often comes through life's most difficult moments, and that embracing your truth can be one of the greatest acts of self-love. Be sure to stream, purchase, and download A Soul Without A Heart and support DiiJai's music journey.

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In this episode of How You Grievin?, Malcolm sits down with Megan for a powerful conversation about grief, trauma, resilience, and learning how to live after life changes in an instant.

Megan shares her experience surviving a devastating car accident that left her with multiple injuries, 134 staples, numerous surgeries, and a long road to recovery.

Together, Malcolm and Megan explore the emotional realities of recovery, navigating medical care, rehabilitation, support systems, finances, relationships, and mental health. Megan reflects on the challenges of finding a new normal, the importance of giving yourself grace, and how prayer, community, and resilience helped her continue moving forward.

In this episode of How You Grievin?, Saint Doug opens up about his personal journey through grief after the transition of his mother and the ongoing process of healing through loss.He shares how music became a spiritual anchor for him, helping him honor his mother’s joy, strength, and presence while learning how to give himself grace through grief.

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Thank you for sitting with us. I’ll see you next Sunday at 11:17am for another episode of How You Grievin?

In this episode of How You Grievin?, Malcolm sits down with Kayla Teion for a deeply personal conversation about grieving the person you used to be and the version of yourself you could not be for someone else. Kayla reflects on identity, growth, and what it means to release guilt, expectations, and past versions of yourself while continuing to move forward with intention.Kayla Teion:Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/kayla_tion/Follow the host Malcolm:Instagram: @myblackkselfTikTok: @myblackkselfYouTube: https://youtube.com/@myblackkself?si=2nisQt4K-gIjEIIU