There’s one trauma .. one gravitational injury around which you have built a self .. & the. Layer upon layer of soundproofing .. ego building .. you have to dissolve every layer .. get to the outer ring of fear & terror & then dissolve the relationship .. then the magic of feeling again happens

You better not show up with a fantasy of rose petals and angels - it’s hell in the shadow .. dark entities & evil .. the dark.. but also massive amounts of divine love .. guides .. real loving unconditional parents ..it’ll take everything to reach the inner circle of hell - the coliseum where you will fight for the deliverance of your traumatized child - & you will win if you commit - for eternity

It doesn’t get better . First it get REALLY bad .., it has to for you to recover ..trauma makes “someone “ not you - the you is the you blossomed with love .. that’s the ultimate destination ..

Dragons, demons, evil..... yes.. you can overturn it all.. yes it’s your prison if you have trauma but there are plant medecines that will tear down the prison walls - victory will be your ally

Everything is “IT” - the dark & the light work in this cauldron... everything is a reflection of the everything & trauma is something that can be healed in “IT” - you just need to see yourself as the wave in the ocean..

You won’t like everything you see or feel .. but you either purge it or it takes up your continent ...

If you do the plant medecine it will take over.. you will have no oars .. you will not know where you’re going ... & it will suck because all traumatized egos need extra control ..as they say we’ll take it from here & you will fight until she wins good luck

You will never know what’s next on this journey - & it will be nothing that you imagine - so relax & surrender .. NEXT

You never signed up to be a chimney sweep.. happiness is outside the chimney ..

Like an old nuclear submarine your defense mechanisms are not you.. you’ve got to bring you back..