Everything is a chemical concoction - you are the egg baked into the cake of trauma - you arrive to everyone’s energy - the trick is to uncook you - to extricate your energy from theirs - you have to get past firewall of fear - to memory & feeling - that’s the genius of the Aya - you get back to bring the ingredient before the energetic cake was baked

You’re an egg .. the egg gets cooked into the cake - the cake is riddled with trauma... how do you uncook yourself &return to your original state - the egg? You can .. you can rewind reveal relive .. it’s an overgrown jungle that requires additional assistance in another dimension - the repair shop you get fixed in is in another field ..

Egos know everything.. they have to.. they’re like the sentry on the turrets.. but that’s your downfall.. to know is to live with limitations ..you can’t heal trauma if you’re wedged in limited egos.. great for early survival a crypt for existence .. know nothing & open the crack into the shadow .. the rest is history & healing...

You may think “this” is all there is.. but what creates trauma lurks in a energetic bodies of darkness .. you can’t see them but they hide in the dark .. to heal you must pull them into the light where like gush out of water they writhe & flap.. it’s there they come to die.. it’s there that you heal .. move into that dimension & let the Aya bring her she’s stadium lighting to pull them out

The universe is the candy shop .. but fear is the bouncer that will never give you access.. no matter how “good” you look - if there’s fear/trauma the party’s happening without you .. you gotta face the bouncer .. you gotta face the fear & yes it’s just like the fairy tales .. agonizingly YUGE...Energetic squatters that have accommodated themselves for too long in your home

Trauma .. not so complicated .. if you drip poison consistently on ANY living thing eventually it will perish or build something to lIVE WITH IT... that’s what needed to be erased .. plunge into the darkest corners of your psyche where it feeds .. & starve it

Everything is energy - Your trauma is an active injury - it’s not a dead yesterday .. it’s an “alive” terror that’s affecting an “alive” child stuck in an energized field - if you want to heal it you need to enter that energy field but it’s not another ape that gets you there it’s a plant - get out of the limited ape head & surrender to the vast universe

If you have trauma you have tons of fear - to heal trauma you must reach the fear - it’s the nuclear power station the gravitational pull of trauma - that’s your seal mission

You want to really “see” your trauma .. ? Look under the microscope of ayahuasca.. like an X-ray.. it will show you everything .. it’s a subtle energy state .. whatever .. look theres a chair .. ok ..can you see the gravity? No can you see the atoms bombarding inside ? No..but you can under a microscope & do the math for gravity .. to heal trauma you need to be the detective, the scene of the crime & the victim .. in the subtle realms everything is revealed

Yes.. trauma evicts your soul... yes that elusive undefinable you.. trauma is like a blunt weapon to your whole existence ..you disappear .. something shows up .. but it’s armor.. it’s not you.. you’re somewhere “out there” .. bring it home