How are you going to know you’re a prisoner .. you don’t .. it happened in the twilight of consciousness .. travel back with an army & face the horror.. & yes an army .. allies await .. just commit to healing

Someone’s on your throne .. they tricked you out early on.. you’re living in a shack in the forest complaining & scared whilst someone rules your kingdom from your throne .. time to unload .. trauma pumps you with fear .. you need to drain the swamp

Everything is a mystery... but you can access it for healing ..therein the great gift.. all you need to do is tear down your version of reality by sure being to something oh so much bigger .. you won’t understand it .. you’ll fight it.. it will have its own agenda .. but you will heal

Trauma is a clean up job - a poisonous oil spill on your entire energy body - the firewall to the truth is fear .. raging fear the electric fence you must surmount to see the truth - if you’ve built a defense mechanism as a cover up that too must be dissolved - THe aya has a huge job!

How do you remove the enemy you can’t see? How can you retrieve a child that’s captured ? You can’t not here .. not amidst other apes .. nuclear warheads of nature are required ‘ even then it will be a battle.. go in & never give in until everything has been reclaimed

There’s a firewall of fear of there’s trauma - the mastery is to meet it because behind it are many secrets that you have closed off in the dark ..

If you’re traumatized you’re in the wrong location but you’ve agreed to it.. it’s ALL wrong but daily you make it right .. wrong destination .. but you’ve built a system to make it right - the contradiction is paralytic - time for dynamite !

Trauma is the injury of no love .. it’s the cocktail of someone else’s poison .. you being part of its stampede .. like the famous pic of the gurl on fire in Vietnam it’s on the run & you may be on its path..in its clutches you will wither - to return us to release if you even know you’ve been caught ..

Trauma .. what’s your healing? An ape or the whole universe? & yes .. if you do plant medecines - ayahuasca / the whole universe will show up to heal you ..will it be messy uncomfortable - a resounding yes.. but unlike ape work she will reach your core wound - all you need to do is show up

Darkness is ether .. a trick .. a powerful gravitational pull.. how do you undo gravity? A pill? A shrink? A book?... fuggedaboutit.. don’t kid yourself .. a bandaid on a slaughter is not going to work... a bandaid against darkness is just that - a joke .. the darkness laughs as you question why you’re on a leash ..