Episode 26: This week P’s had some realisations of her own about her ex husband and I try to explain some realisations I had about the ups and downs of my emotions this week. It’s often hard to explain properly and I feel like I’m talking too fast!

Episode 25: After our episode last week where we discussed feelings towards the AP, we follow on this week by chatting about the thin line between anger and bitterness.

Episode 24: P fills me in on a new man that appeared in her life and, after some common comments and messages we re-visit the topic of the various feelings felt towards the affair partner.

Episode 23: I have been plagued with nightmares this week, so P and I talk about the permanent unwanted ailments of infidelity, how that makes us feel and how we deal with it.

Episode 22: P and I discuss how I faced my shame head on this week on Instagram and we answer a listener’s question about where we get our strength from.

Episode 21: Answering a listener’s email, P and I discuss the trauma of finding out things that the BS says about you to the AP. I also quiz P on when we can hear about her next date!

Episode 20: Since I spoke about why I stayed, I’ve realised I feel a lot of shame for my choice to stay. So, P and I talk about the different levels of shame felt because of infidelity, especially the way betrayed wives end up carrying the shame for other people’s actions.

Episode 19: P and I discuss our experiences with various different types of therapy from couples counselling, individual counselling and EMDR.

Episode 18: This week is quite a mish-mash of things as we get back on track. Our podcast recording was derailed last week due to upsetting issues in my life, which we discuss. P talks about her recent drop in mood which leads us onto how we deal with other people’s reactions.

Episode 17: Showing both sides of the story, it’s my turn to share more about why I stayed in my marriage and the struggles I had from making that decision.