This week I talk to my friend Cindy who is the owner of Azaelea's in NYC. She and I have been friends for a long time so I was totally shocked when she told me about a traumatic incident she endured in her early 20s involving the death of someone she was dating at the time. We talk about the nature of traumatic events, especially events that happened a long time ago in a different era of our lives. We talk about how we can be friends with people and know them intimately and not know they've been through some heavy shit. We talk about how as we get older we can clearly see the multiverse and the multiple different lives we could've lived but didn't. Also I talk about white guys who live in Korea and how some of them are really fucking shitty.