Infinite Circle

Our last episode we talked “  Mother Wounds “. 

SO….. I figured I should talk about MY mother wounds. My thought was I can’t discuss others wounds with out explaining what’s inside of me that’s attracting them.

I was forced to ask myself these questions that led to my inspired action to record for the podcast.

Im the third daughter to a woman who had 3 kids by the age of 19. 

My souls question was “ Where is my Mom “. I developed this anxiety at early age from being home with my siblings without my mom. 

At that time I had no idea what anxiety was but later on it was explained to me.
My wounds left open quickly turned into anger for and towards my mother.

I believed that mother should’ve been home.

I developed this discomfort with being in spaces alone with my mother.

I had to figure out at what point is my healing my responsibility.

The people in our life are doing the best they can at the time based on the experiences they had. It has absolutely nothing to do with us 

Wounds that we’re not willing to acknowledge create constant patterns that we see in our manifested realities……..

We’re creating the “ Infinite Circles “ 

Pay attention to your common themes in your life and what do you keep attracting ? 

Open wounds bleed and that blood flows onto the people we love the most. So its important we heal our wounds to protect the ones we love the most.

Have you noticed in family dynamics where your mom turns into a man and embodies traits of what a man should be displaying…..

As Always ….. Im Infinite & You Are Too 

Do you have a mother wound ? 

There’s a way around it but you have to see it first .

I had a thought , Im seeing a lot of patterns in my life and in my relationships.
When you ignore things internally they will eventually manifest in the external.

This one of my first episodes where its longer than a five minute podcast.

Message of the day “ Clean out your cabinets “ . 

When you’re looking for the cause of your symptoms take an inventory go through every single part of your house (LiFE & BODY) until you’re done cleaning ( healing )

SO…. This Episode 1 of the mother wound series starting with the men I knew 

Of course I attract men with unhealed  mother wounds because I have one myself. 

If you are a woman dealing with a man with an overbearing mother who treats her son like her man …..  I’m sending love 

If you are a man listening to this and feel overwhelmed by the sense of responsibility for the women in your life (mom or grand mom or the woman who raised you ) 

Im sending love……. It’s ok to walk away and choose yourself it’s not your cross to bare.

Im excited for these episodes to come, it’ll be a closer look into my life and my wounds and I’m grateful for this Plattform to be able to share with you guys. 

My hope is this will create a since of comfort for all us to feel comfortable in not baring the burden or shame of our stories. They made us but they didn’t break us 


It’s ok to share you not alone …..

As Always , Im Infinite & You Are Too 

Happy Holidays & Good Energy all around

All I want for Christmas is Clarity 

Seeing traits of the past version of myself in my mirrors. Realizing I’m attracting the people who allow me to grow the most. 

The armor I clothed myself in exposed me more than I knew

I should’ve released my fear when I felt in danger the most.

It took time for me to realize my true strength was in choosing love and walking towards softness and vulnerability.

I salute the divinity in myself and others and I forgive me for choosing fear.

You can hurt people with your fear. Choose to love them with your love it is Infinite.

Release fear and find true peace. Decide to become in perfect harmony with all the sides of you.

As Always I’m Infinite & You Are Too 

Emotionally Expressive 

Who would’ve thought right!

Normalize speaking to and telling people how you feel. Use gratitude to fill your own cup. 

Use mirrors to benefit you. 

“ Get into the vortex & then “  give yourself 15 mins every morning to silence your thoughts so that your inner being can connect with you.

Follow your impulses to get the answers you’ve been asking for lately.

Here’s a look into the law of attraction.

Can you turn thoughts into things? Do we create by default, or are we deliberate creators. 

While pregnant I saw a vision of my son dying and that’s all I thought about day in and day out ? My energy was anchored in fear and worry and not love.

I attached myself to an outcome that I was afraid of ……  

Here’s to part one.

Focus on deliberately creating from love because your fears can manifest too

Hello Sources 

Okay hear me out this past January I co created with a few people over “ vision boards “. 

I decided to start focusing on the feeling behind the materialistic things I desired. I wanted to know how to put myself into alignment. 

How do I feel worthy of all the things outside of my insecurities that I chose to let hold me back.

There’s no amount of money that will create the feelings I would like to experience.

You don’t have to be in survival mode. 
Show up as the person you desire to be …. 

In December 2021 I did a challenge that I found on a random social media site. 

The instructions were just to follow the prompts for 31 days. One of the prompts was to write a letter to your future self and keep it closed until December. I have no idea what that letter says and I can't even remember what I was going through at the time. 

I guess the old adage of " time heals all " has some merit to it.

In the midst of me writing the letter I'm sure everything I was experiencing felt so real. Whatever space I was in that prompted me to be so ready for change that id try out discipline and give myself 31 days. Im sure the contrast was heavy but now its faded away.

The lesson Ive gathered in 365 days is that it's as real as you make it.  All things are as real as you make it. Lack mindset or abundance are as real you make them. So choose whichever one serves your highest good. I chose in December to give myself 31 days and it set the tone for my year.

Choosing to create my own reality has felt so good. Learning that I'll never get it done and I'll never get it wrong

As Always , Im Infinite and You Are Too 

Let's talk about reflections and mirrors. Everything is internal. The answers are already inside. Use your reflections to get to your answers.Honesty is when you know you're ready for more. You're done pacifying yourself and know its time to check in on the internal you. Instead of using your external qualities to pretend.

You can change the things youre attracted to

Hello Hello Hello 

Do You Mourn Your Mirrors......? 

The ones you're attached to ...? How do you let them go ? Have you let them go ? 

The feeling of uncertainty and doubt too. It took an 18 wheeler to knock " focus " into me. I am ok , safe , & unharmed . It didn't take that but that's what I attracted. I ignored myself when I was creating internal dialogue. 

What are you doing ? I had to ask myself. You're so free that you can choose bondage. Sitting in both lanes bound by my choices too. 

No my door won't open, yes ill get hit into focus. 

Make a choice today .... doesn't matter what you choose because guess what EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS WORKING OUT FOR YOU

I saw what I put into My Vortex 

What you put into a space and allow it to manifest. Do you realize and remember where you where 365 days ago? The things you want and ask for will come to you. Be specific about your asking because it will be given. You never get what you want you get what you are .... That's the interesting part. What you get is from your past vibrations . We get to choose to vibrate higher. :Lets get to a space where we learn about the things we don't like about places , people , & things. 

To see change become it ! Simple but true ... as true as you believe it to be 

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