Does it make sense and feel right to you? Do you feel peace and good about it? NOBODY KNOWS HOW YOU FEEL You know what the pixie dust feels like You know what you're excited about, and who you can help It doesn't have to make sense to anybody else.
Think of your favorite things, every thing once didn't exist. Everything was a risk. You are going to choose if you're gonna think it's gonna be extraordinarily hard or if you're gonna do it.
You have the right to say this is the only thing I am accepting! WRITE IT! You have the right to say this is the only way I will accept it. If it takes you three years to get your Etsy shop running...it's gonna happen. You can not not grow if you keep going.
In three years, what would I LOOVVE to be doing. If I was 26 doing that thing, then what would I have done at age 23? I would want to say, man I am so glad I followed my heart! I am so glad I took care of myself, I am so glad they took this trip, I am so glad they did all these things so I could have experience and have contrast so I could know with even more clarity on what I do want. You don't get two rounds of life!