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All I can say is this one ends with me pounding sand in a sand box I create for myself. Ugh.
Conundrums wrapped in riddles glazed in paradoxes laid upon stark truths can do that to a guy.
To a 21st century white american male?
Well yeah.
Even to that guy.
I mean this guy.
Ah hell.
Once again I sit here having no idea what any of it means.
Or do I?
KudBno.1nose
Episode 21 of 53
As it turns out, I took the first week of my 54th year off from any recording activities. Given the mental maneuvering the month of June demanded... I'm okay with that. Especially given the enormous amount of head stuff in my junk drawer I still haven't gotten too. Yeah. Junk drawer thoughts... what you've always felt were missing from your otherwise perfect life.KudBno.1nose
Episode 20 of 53
They say it's your birthday. Duh-nununu-nuna! It's my birthday too yeah!
4 score plus half of another score years ago, planet Earth v867-5309 made room for this knucklehead to record nonsense nobody should be listening to.
too many family holiday obligations in June makes Johnny a dull boy.
Duh.Nununu.Nuna.
It's my birthday too yeah!
KudBno.1nose
So...I just smacked a mosquito against the wall and now there's a blood splat remnant of a bug there, one for whom I now have made the decision that they shall no longer exist.
Why am I telling you this? I have no idea. A lot like all the stuff you'll hear me say in this one.
Why???
I have no idea,
KudBno.1nose
Episode 18 of 53
Can I apologize enough for the abomination that this one became???
KudBno.1nose
Hello Universe. I love you all... you know that. Living my values. It was with this initiative that my day unfolded yesterday...
... and it worked out well.
I got back in touch with my little sister
in a meaningful way
which is more than I accomplish on most days.
So thank you for that oh Universe my Universe. A win in mid-June is always a huge bonus for a great year. Let's continue the good vibe a bit if we're able. In fact, let's have love be the initiative that supports the second part of the recording here... the part that reminds us all of the roles we're playing enabling, not strong enough... make that inviting, our own lesser outcomes. Barf-o-rama!!!
Amirite?
KudBno.1nose
Episode 16 of 53
From the publisher's feed
Hello universe!
As always, my greatest hope in this lifetime is to somehow, some way, get the chance to see you performing at your absolute best.
That day may not be today... I get…
Plainly stated it's become a flustercuck. One that's emerging right now in full cluster. The worst part is that I saw it happening in real time and did nothing to stop it. The blame falls directly on me.
And quite fairly.
For most of my existence I ignored the signs of collapse as they begged to be seen. I pretended the chicanery running rampant across reality would somehow fix itself without intervention.
I watched as truth become maleable, destroying facts in the process. Personal integrity was now a sign of weakness. Reach across the aisle? For what? Only losers compromise.
Winners take all.
Societal accountability? Never heard of it.
I'm clearly at fault for letting things deteriorate the way they did through my decisive inaction. Agree on that we do. However, all of us are now permitting the beat down 21st century life has become.
We aren't winning. Not even a little bit.
We're all bruised. We're all bewildered. We're all rudderless. We're all living as diminished versions of the true selves we arrived here to become. We all know this isn't how it's supposed to be.
Are we ufulfilled fundamentally?
Yep. Sure thing. In fact absolutely positively.
But not broken.
Because never, will I ever, come to a point where I lose my faith in you.
What we are capable of accomplishing by working alongside each other is mind-blowing. Our creative potential knows no limits in this universe! None.
In fact today, together, let's embrace our best selves and bask in the fulfillment that inspires. My humanity is ready to ascend.
I hope yours is too!