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Wow, it is now year 32, and I am beyond blessed! This has been an interesting year to get to. I was ruined financially, and emotionally but I still managed to get up and fight. The last 2 years have been a constant fight for me to get a seat at the table. However, year 32 has allowed me to buy the damn table and no longer ask people to provide me with a seat. 32 is the year of "self," putting my emotional and physical happiness first so that I am able to help and support others. I think the birthday is always the best kind of day for an appraisal of one's life and the best time to start making changes. I like all my years to have a theme, something I am working towards. I talk about that here.
How to move through it? I have been through several life shocks; I believe that my life has just been, in other words, shocking. Recently way more shocking than the norm. I find myself trying to cope with the ending of many cycles for me, and one way is to remember that something ending is the beginning of something new. New cycles have to come through so that the old ones can die. The transition, though, is what makes it very difficult. So how do you sustain yourself through a life shock?
I did a podcast called "You Need a Judas" because everyone does. This time I am talking to you about my Judas. I have so many, not because I am unique; I never learned my universal lesson. To develop as a person, I had to get uncomfortable. I had to toughen up, but you can not get tricky if you are comfortable, and people tend to treat you how they see fit.
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