I woke up early again today and started scrolling tick tock. Tick Tock likes to repeatedly tell you things and so today Tick Tock was talking narcissist and crazy.

Well the day finally came or I went to Omaha and I got all my stuff from Ron's house. Now I have to figure out what to do with all the crap!

Well we are more than halfway through tax season and so here are just a couple tips for people that have not filed their taxes or waiting or have questions.

I don't care what anyone says the first person and the most important person that you should love is yourself. If you can't find love for yourself then more than likely the people you find to be in your life are only going to add to the destruction of you. And when good people come into your life you're going to push them away because it makes the darkness around you uncomfortable.

Well today I was visited by another ghost. I'm not exactly sure who it was or is but I do believe that they're here to support me. Also it's nice to know that after processing the last 30 days I'm able to come out on the other side with complete love in my heart. And I hope that following along through all the ups and downs of what I've been going through you realize that the ultimate ending to this story is that everyone finds love in their heart. And that bad things happen but if you process it correctly you can actually not come out hateful to anybody. Because our past makes our future and I'm excited to see what the future holds.

As if working isn't hard enough now the government is trying to force people who own businesses to only do a 4-day 32-hour work week. And they're trying to pretend like this is going to help people.

I gave myself 7 days for the Memories and the situation to affect my day and make me feel sad and angry. But it's taken about a month to process it and talk about everything that flips into my head. So here we are today a couple days before I go pick up my stuff in omaha. Which will be the final closure for me. However it will not be the final closure for him. Because once you meet me it is really hard to forget me.

Well it's time for another mercury in retrograde. But it's not alone we have a lot of other stuff going to be happening. One major thing is to be cautious what you put in writing or what you say because you might regret it later. I do that without Mercury in retrograde and all the other crap.

See how different our love language is now from our first episode 119. We took a quiz the first time and now we are just giving you an update!!

We have to make it to where it's normal for us to be able to process through trauma. We need to make sure that the dark nasty energy that convinced us things were good doesn't come back. We need to be able to watch a movie have a feeling about that movie from our past with a person and recognize that we're still processing the trauma that we experience. It's okay to have memories it's not okay to ignore them and not process them so that you can be better on the other side.