In this first episode, we’re diving into the heart of what it means to find purpose, joy, and fulfillment in a life without children after fertility treatments. This journey isn’t an easy one, and if you’re here, you probably understand just how complex and isolating it can feel. Like many of you, I always dreamed of being a mom—it was at the core of my identity. But after countless rounds of treatments, devastating disappointments, and years of trying to make my dream a reality, I was left without a child. 

My name is Lana Manikowski, and I started this podcast for women like us—those who are navigating life after infertility without the children we dreamed of. I know firsthand the heartbreak, the isolation, and the confusing path forward. But I also know that you don’t have to go through this alone, and you don’t have to give up on a meaningful, fulfilling life. 

In today’s episode, I share my personal journey—the moments of despair, the pressure to shield myself from others’ well-meaning but painful questions, and the constant sense of not quite fitting in. But I also share how I started breaking free from the feeling that my life was defined by not having children. Slowly, I learned to create my own sense of purpose, building a fulfilling life in ways I never imagined. And this choice—to live deliberately and choose fulfillment every day—led me here to help other women on the same journey.

This episode will give you a glimpse of what’s possible. Together, we’ll explore how to break through those walls of self-judgment and sorrow, and step into a life of abundance, meaning, and connection. Whether you’re struggling with friendships, dreading the holidays, or simply feeling lost in a world that doesn’t seem made for you, I’m here to tell you: it’s okay to feel this way, and it’s possible to build something beautiful from it.

Join me on this mission to revolutionize the way we think about life after infertility. Each week, we’ll explore practical steps and powerful mindset shifts that can help you thrive—not in spite of, but because of the journey that has brought you here. Let’s create a community of women who wake up every day choosing to live deliberately, forging deep connections, and building a life filled with purpose and joy.

Before you go, I have a free resource just for you: The Top 27 Things People Say When You’re Childless. Download it to handle those all-too-familiar questions and comments with grace. Get your copy at http://lanamanikowski.com/thingspeoplesay . 

Tune in every week, and let’s walk this journey together. You’re not alone.