When I said I like anybody else lol— yeah I tried to convince myself, too, it’s not true. I really love this kid, it’s wild though (insane) right?
Also it feels worth noting that I am fully capable of entertaining an entire love / adoration, all by myself.
Like: I can find every reason to love a person, without their participation. This is who I am (a lover), and it’s something I can do (believe it or not) WITHOUT wanting to fuxk. So when I am able to express that, I think it’s worth appreciating (maybe instead of judging).
Naturally, of course, I do think all humans sort of need a healthy outlet — but my ability to recognize what is GOOD, and worth loving, in an individual: is entirely separate from my own very real need to experience love and affection.
All this to say: I’ve fallen in love 300x, and I don’t regret any of it. People will say it’s crazy, but I’m thankful my mind: adores — I do mean it when I say nothing has ever felt as real, or as good, as the time I shared with you, Relle.
Thanks for listening!
Love,
Winslow