Manic & Medicated

TW: There will be talks about sexual assault (the act & emotions surrounding it).
As always 'Manic & Medicated' was designed for mature audiences only.
**All names are made up to protect myself & others.

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If you're going through a breakup - this ones for you.
Recorded on Aug. 4th 2021

Topics Discussed:
Coming down from my mental breakdown 
Forgiving myself for my mistakes
Starting medication
Deleting people off my social media
Learning to feel worthy again
Self Sabotage
Letting someone go

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I’m sitting down with my friend Steph - I would light a blunt for this one. We’re talking about how we’ve evolved as individuals while also discussing our mistakes. We’re just imperfect people doing our best to navigate through life. Class is in session - namaste. 

Topics:
What Steph thought of me 
Evolving
Safe Place & Your Home State
Envy I felt towards Steph
Our takes on envy
Ego & being humble
Changing the narrative of your story 
Using food as a coping mechanism
How your upbringing effects you
Finding our passions
How Steph got into fitness 
Steph’s inspirations during C*vid
You vs. Anxiety
Imposter Syndrome & The Fitness Industry/Social Media
Consequences Of What You Do
What Steph would say to her ex
Fight or Flight
Processing Trauma & Triggers
Death & Grief 
& more…

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Accounts discussed:
@jayshetty
@bootybybrabants
@petermollofitness // @genna.mollo

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I have a childhood friend that I have not seen in over 7 years - we have a lot to catch up on.
Whether you are male or female - you will get something from this conversation. 
It will open your eyes to a new perspective and I hope it inspires you to challenge yourself.
Topics Discussed:
Getting Detained By The Police
Social Media
College Life
Sobriety
Mental Hospital Experience
Panic Attacks
How Anxiety Can Present Itself
Medications - Positive & Negative 
When/How To Seek Help
Toxic Traits & How To Come To Terms With Them
Stigma Around Men's Mental Health
Therapy & Why It's Important To Be Honest
Female vs. Male Experiences
Taking The Next Step In Life
How Your Mental Health Impacts Others 
Dating & Why Are Men So Disappointing?
Mental Health & Race
& more...
John also asks me what I would say to men experiencing mental health struggles... & I get brutally honest.
We are not medical professionals - we are only sharing our own experiences and giving advice based on those experiences. If you are struggling please seek professional help.
**There are two short moments where there is a dog barking in the background - I have already talked to my landlord to tell this dog to stfu**
Enjoy. 
xoxo c.
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TW: Talks of suicide 
** Go back and listen to 'Journal 1 - Inside The Mind Of Suicide' before this one! 

This recording took place on July 20th, 2021 - 3 days after I didn't want to live anymore. I just hated the world. During this 12 minute conversation with myself I live 10 different lives. I talk about how I was coping with my breakup at the time, different things I wanted to accomplish, how I felt like I was starting all over again & more.

This is what it's like to start from square one again, mentally, 

** I apologize for the audio quality - this was not originally intended for podcast content. **

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TW: suicide, death & related themes will be discussed.
*** Listen to '2 Girls, 1 Narcissist' before this episode. 
Topics Discussed:
What happened after '2 Girls, 1 Narcissist' went live & what I really think about my ex..
Also, I'm having my listeners reveal what it was like in their own abusive/manipulative relationships. 

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This is going to be hands down the most controversial episode to date on Manic & Medicated. 
My friend Haley sits down and spills stories I've never heard her talk about before. I'm sorry for my excessive laughing - I do that when I'm nervous & it's not an indication that I don't take her seriously... I just act weird - I'm not perfect so get over it. 
Just want to make that clear. 
*** TW: There will be talks of rape, murder, etc. - mature audiences only.
Topics Discussed:
Scammed by sugar daddies
Dangers of sugar daddy websites
OnlyFans
Sexual assault 
Murder
Sex work
Car chases
Ambulance rides
Hotel rooms
Pill Poppers
Sex life/dating after trauma
Childhood mems
What to do if you get attacked 
Instant Gratification
Masculinity & Femininity
Trophy wives
Butterflies & Red flags
Charles Manson 
& more...
Enjoy xoxo c.

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Jenna is on and she's sharing the weird story on how she met her baby daddy & what I think of him.
Other Topics:
The truth about your eyebrows
Jenna trying to fist fight people
Relearning to be in a relationship 
My cooking progress - Jenna is not impressed
I say no to everything
Jenna's addiction to Tokio Hotel & Jeffree Star
Playing Marry, Fuck, Kill
Skincare, plastic surgery, lip injections & more...
Enjoy.
xoxo c.

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The artist who does my eyebrows: @daniellexbrows

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TW: There will be talks about abuse & details of domestic abuse will be shared.
Speaking on the time I dated a narcissist - but it wouldn't be a Manic & Medicated show without a twist. I'm sitting down with my ex's ex, Emily. We're going to walk you through our relationships... with the same person. The "good", the bad, and the uglyyy. 
Also - there will be a live update shared in the beginning of the episode - as well as surprise twists that happened in realtime while we were recording. 
Enjoy.
xoxo c.

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***Trigger Warning: There will be talks about feelings of hopelessness/trauma (DV&SA) & suicide***
I'm sharing a very intimate recording - my first recording ever. 
Before the podcast... before medications... before therapy... before I got help. This is where it all began. July 15th 2021. The day I lost everything. The day I thought my life was over. Two days before I wanted to take my own life...  my thoughts consumed me so much. But - this was not the end of my story, it was only the beginning.. 
Please seek out treatment/help if you are experiencing suicidal thoughts - there is hope & you are not broken. I love you. xoxo c.

***Also, I apologize for the audio - it was never meant for podcast content.***
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