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20.12.2020
I'm glad I sat and did this one, it's easy to say you don't have to and to find something else to do.
Books and content have been a very big thing for me really, ordering books with style I like is nice.
Looking forward to now, and looking forward to my life.
16.12.2020
This recording started in Koerner park, blue jacket, black t-shirt, and fur hoodie beneath.. It was after I went to Marwan's place, took the package from him, talked, saw two lines, walked back, stood on the edge of water in the park, thought of sacrifice, got an espresso for 1.2 euros and then walked more before going to that park closer to my house with the train, observing everything and being so intense in everything.
I was thinking about Grandfather Gravalli, a conversation with him, a conversation with Anni, a conversation with Harvey. And it was all flowing so well. Taking a walk and thinking is as much writing as anything. And the weather was so crisp and clear. Really beautiful, a chill that didn't take away any of the warmth.
So I speak about my recent experiences and where I am right now. A beautiful thing. Coming into a new moon, waxing at like 7%. Recorded at around 9 pm Wednesday the 16th of December 2020.
I'm grateful for life. I'm grateful for where I am and who I am and my family and the feeling of where it's going. A lot of it because of who and how I am. And I'll try to continue carrying it all with gratitude. Even after seeing so much rejection, it's seems to have aligned everything for me, and it seems to continue doing that. As long as we try and listen, right?
All the best to everyone.
It seems like gratitude is such a powerful thing somehow. To always come from that place of "I'm glad I have what I have, I could lose anything anytime, how much does it really have to do with me that I have all that I have? So thank you for letting me have it. And I'll accept what I can accept graciously."
That's all I have to say.
13.12.2020 1:33 am
2 days to the new moon.
No one sees anyone anymore.
It's insane.
Fuck people who want to take more energy from you than they want to give.
06.12.2020
Had a Russian Bone Doctor called Ruslan* over yesterday.
Interesting experience. I'd recommend it to anyone.
*I said Rusman in the episode.
01.12.2020
Back then I had been feeling like things were going to fall apart.
Had a job for two months, really close to home, met some nice people, a girl, improved my languages, my words, did some good reading, ate well, saw how a company like that is doing what it's doing, wrote some nice things afterwards, and I'll be making a salary in December without having to work for one. So that means I have time to write, balance myself and bring things together for the next phase of my life, whatever that's going to be.
"It's a receding moon."
"The moon's receding."
*Sorry for the audio, was using a wire extension for my phone that I won't be using anymore.
I woke and had a German class.
18.11.2020
I went through the situation in my mind a million times. How this thing could have affected that, how when I did this that happened. How he might have been joking, how he was, how he was also crazy.
I took a bong hit, pulled out my phone and began recording while I was still in the house.
I get interrupted twice.
What a day.
I'll be excited to listen to this one day.
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