Midnight Wisdom

I talk about fighting.

Kampfst du?

This one is about us and loneliness. 

How we'll take care more of someone who's a part of us, like our own child, but neglect to take care of our own self. 

How we wait to be seen through the eyes of someone who we also see eventually only to see ourselves. But then we'll lose that anyway.

The universe feels like it's desperately trying to find itself only to instantly lose it. 

Is that what we are? Loneliness?

We pay attention to the problem, the mistake, and forget all else. 

Are we listening enough? Are we slaves to our own idea of our mistakes?

Five days after New Years. I'm in the office on a Sunday night keeping a promise to myself. 

I talk about inner peace, karma, and my experiences these past few weeks.

We're always trying to find problems to fix. The reality is there will always be problems.

Past them is peace.

If you could ask God one question, and you had all the time in the world to think about it, what would it be? 

You'll only ever see the world through your eyes. It's a lonely thought. 

Makes me feel like we could all use a hug.

I feel more structured right now, and I talk about that in this one. I'm more patient about what I need to accomplish and I'm more okay with doing a lot of little things over a longer course of time that amount to a lot more than I can imagine.

I went to Hamburg to meet up with two old women I met last year at the Christmas market, but they weren't there like we promised. But the night wasn't lost and I didn't feel bad about it for a second, it still felt like it was where i needed to me.

I talk about how I organize my money and how I'm seeing how I can spend it to get the most use out of it as soon as I can.

Just as we are life, we are water. 

We reflect the qualities of how water moves. The one constant thing about us is the one thing constantly changing, water in and water out. 

The balance it exists within. The death and rebirth. Destructive storms and calm oceans.

How can we think that the small influences the far stars and the rest of the universe has on our water, on our own flows, doesn't effect us? 

It has to. For we are mostly that. 

An episode centering around Carly's experiences being sexually abused. 

It's explicit, it's raw, and it's real in the best way it can be.

Thanks for sharing Carly.