This is the story of the last six months of being married to the narcissist: what went down, how I felt, what he said, and how things finally ended.

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Here's the article I wrote that started it all: https://blog.usejournal.com/i-was-married-to-a-narcissist-for-12-years-and-i-had-no-idea-3398b7b15c45

Here are some books that have helped me understand and heal from narcissistic abuse:

Melanie Tonia Evans - You Can Thrive After Narcissistic Abuse: The #1 System for Recovering from Toxic Relationships https://amzn.to/2YGAsOc Dr. Ramani Durvasula - Should I Stay or Should I Go: Surviving A Relationship with a Narcissist https://amzn.to/3eLslW0

There are a lot of things that I realized since recording the last episode. In today's episode, I share what those things are, as well as where this podcast about narcissistic abuse and recovery is heading. Thanks so much for being here and for witnessing my story.

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Here's the article I wrote that started it all: https://blog.usejournal.com/i-was-married-to-a-narcissist-for-12-years-and-i-had-no-idea-3398b7b15c45

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This episode is sponsored by Audible.com - Use this link https://amzn.to/3qQULDS to get a FREE 30-day trial to Audible.com where you can listen to books about narcissism, like "Dodging Energy Vampires" by Dr. Christiane Northrup or "Should I Stay or Should I Go" by Dr. Ramani Durvasula.

Here are some books that have helped me understand and heal from narcissistic abuse:

Melanie Tonia Evans - You Can Thrive After Narcissistic Abuse: The #1 System for Recovering from Toxic Relationships https://amzn.to/2YGAsOc Dr. Ramani Durvasula - Should I Stay or Should I Go: Surviving A Relationship with a Narcissist https://amzn.to/3eLslW0

This is not the episode that I had planned on recording today, but after having a conversation with one of my spiritual mentors, I am a bit shook. She said that what I went through in my marriage to a narcissist was all my fault. Here's how I feel about it and what this means for the podcast moving forward.

Here's the video about how to support someone who has gone through narcissistic abuse: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g2KXjRDs9q8

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This episode is sponsored by Audible.com - Use this link https://amzn.to/3qQULDS to get a FREE 30-day trial to Audible.com where you can listen to books about narcissism, like "Dodging Energy Vampires" by Dr. Christiane Northrup or "Should I Stay or Should I Go" by Dr. Ramani Durvasula.

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Here's the article I wrote that started it all: https://blog.usejournal.com/i-was-married-to-a-narcissist-for-12-years-and-i-had-no-idea-3398b7b15c45

Here are some books that have helped me understand and heal from narcissistic abuse:

Melanie Tonia Evans - You Can Thrive After Narcissistic Abuse: The #1 System for Recovering from Toxic Relationships https://amzn.to/2YGAsOc Dr. Ramani Durvasula - Should I Stay or Should I Go: Surviving A Relationship with a Narcissist https://amzn.to/3eLslW0

In this episode, I share what happened after the day when EVERYTHING changed and how the narcissist responded. You'll get to hear about the first few months of me getting sick and being bed-bound and the shocking things my narcissistic ex-husband said to me as I was trying to uncover the root of my health issues.

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This episode is sponsored by Audible.com - Use this link https://amzn.to/3qQULDS to get a FREE 30-day trial to Audible.com where you can listen to books about narcissism, like "Dodging Energy Vampires" by Dr. Christiane Northrup or "Should I Stay or Should I Go" by Dr. Ramani Durvasula.

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Here's the article I wrote that started it all: https://blog.usejournal.com/i-was-married-to-a-narcissist-for-12-years-and-i-had-no-idea-3398b7b15c45

Here are some books that have helped me understand and heal from narcissistic abuse:

Melanie Tonia Evans - You Can Thrive After Narcissistic Abuse: The #1 System for Recovering from Toxic Relationships https://amzn.to/2YGAsOc Dr. Ramani Durvasula - Should I Stay or Should I Go: Surviving A Relationship with a Narcissist https://amzn.to/3eLslW0

In this episode, I share what happened on the day where EVERYTHING changed and how the narcissist responded.

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This episode is sponsored by Audible.com - Use this link https://amzn.to/3qQULDS to get a FREE 30-day trial to Audible.com where you can listen to books about narcissism, like "Dodging Energy Vampires" by Dr. Christiane Northrup or "Should I Stay or Should I Go" by Dr. Ramani Durvasula.

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Here's the article I wrote that started it all: https://blog.usejournal.com/i-was-married-to-a-narcissist-for-12-years-and-i-had-no-idea-3398b7b15c45

Here are some books that have helped me understand and heal from narcissistic abuse:

Melanie Tonia Evans - You Can Thrive After Narcissistic Abuse: The #1 System for Recovering from Toxic Relationships https://amzn.to/2YGAsOc Dr. Ramani Durvasula - Should I Stay or Should I Go: Surviving A Relationship with a Narcissist https://amzn.to/3eLslW0

This episode is a response to a question from a listener: "How did my tummy tuck affect the dynamics of my marriage to the narcissist and did it give me more confidence to be independent and possibly leave him and be on my own?"

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This episode is sponsored by Audible.com - Use this link https://amzn.to/3qQULDS to get a FREE 30-day trial to Audible.com where you can listen to books about narcissism, like "Dodging Energy Vampires" by Dr. Christiane Northrup or "Should I Stay or Should I Go" by Dr. Ramani Durvasula.

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Here's the article I wrote that started it all: https://blog.usejournal.com/i-was-married-to-a-narcissist-for-12-years-and-i-had-no-idea-3398b7b15c45

Here are some books that have helped me understand and heal from narcissistic abuse:

Melanie Tonia Evans - You Can Thrive After Narcissistic Abuse: The #1 System for Recovering from Toxic Relationships https://amzn.to/2YGAsOc Dr. Ramani Durvasula - Should I Stay or Should I Go: Surviving A Relationship with a Narcissist https://amzn.to/3eLslW0

In this episode, I share the reasons WHY I had a tummy tuck, as well as my grueling recovery and how the narcissist responded to my recovery.

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This episode is sponsored by Audible.com - Use this link https://amzn.to/3qQULDS to get a FREE 30-day trial to Audible.com where you can listen to books about narcissism, like "Dodging Energy Vampires" by Dr. Christiane Northrup or "Should I Stay or Should I Go" by Dr. Ramani Durvasula.

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Here's the article I wrote that started it all: https://blog.usejournal.com/i-was-married-to-a-narcissist-for-12-years-and-i-had-no-idea-3398b7b15c45

Here are some books that have helped me understand and heal from narcissistic abuse:

Melanie Tonia Evans - You Can Thrive After Narcissistic Abuse: The #1 System for Recovering from Toxic Relationships https://amzn.to/2YGAsOc Dr. Ramani Durvasula - Should I Stay or Should I Go: Surviving A Relationship with a Narcissist https://amzn.to/3eLslW0

Everything changed in our relationship once my narcissistic ex-husband told me that he wants to sleep with every woman he sees. Listen to this episode to find out when he said it, why he said it, my reaction to it all, and what happened next.

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This episode is sponsored by Audible.com - Use this link https://amzn.to/3qQULDS to get a FREE 30-day trial to Audible.com where you can listen to books about narcissism, like "Dodging Energy Vampires" by Dr. Christiane Northrup or "Should I Stay or Should I Go" by Dr. Ramani Durvasula.

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Here's the article I wrote that started it all: https://blog.usejournal.com/i-was-married-to-a-narcissist-for-12-years-and-i-had-no-idea-3398b7b15c45

Here are some books that have helped me understand and heal from narcissistic abuse:

Melanie Tonia Evans - You Can Thrive After Narcissistic Abuse: The #1 System for Recovering from Toxic Relationships https://amzn.to/2YGAsOc Dr. Ramani Durvasula - Should I Stay or Should I Go: Surviving A Relationship with a Narcissist https://amzn.to/3eLslW0

In this story about the beginning of the "discard" stage, you'll get to hear some pretty mean things that the narcissist said about my appearance, my weight, and more. This was the first time when I felt personally attacked, confused and like nothing I did was "good enough" for him.

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This episode is sponsored by Audible.com - Use this link https://amzn.to/3qQULDS to get a FREE 30-day trial to Audible.com where you can listen to books about narcissism, like "Dodging Energy Vampires" by Dr. Christiane Northrup or "Should I Stay or Should I Go" by Dr. Ramani Durvasula.

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Here's the article I wrote that started it all: https://blog.usejournal.com/i-was-married-to-a-narcissist-for-12-years-and-i-had-no-idea-3398b7b15c45

Here are some books that have helped me understand and heal from narcissistic abuse:

Melanie Tonia Evans - You Can Thrive After Narcissistic Abuse: The #1 System for Recovering from Toxic Relationships https://amzn.to/2YGAsOc Dr. Ramani Durvasula - Should I Stay or Should I Go: Surviving A Relationship with a Narcissist https://amzn.to/3eLslW0 

The narcissist and I decided to have home births for our three kids - here's how each one unfolded, what he said, how he reacted, and how drastically different each birth experience was. 

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This episode is sponsored by Audible.com - Use this link https://amzn.to/3qQULDS to get a FREE 30-day trial to Audible.com where you can listen to books about narcissism, like "Dodging Energy Vampires" by Dr. Christiane Northrup or "Should I Stay or Should I Go" by Dr. Ramani Durvasula.

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Here's the article I wrote that started it all: https://blog.usejournal.com/i-was-married-to-a-narcissist-for-12-years-and-i-had-no-idea-3398b7b15c45

Here are some books that have helped me understand and heal from narcissistic abuse:

Melanie Tonia Evans - You Can Thrive After Narcissistic Abuse: The #1 System for Recovering from Toxic Relationships https://amzn.to/2YGAsOc Dr. Ramani Durvasula - Should I Stay or Should I Go: Surviving A Relationship with a Narcissist https://amzn.to/3eLslW0