Not So Anonymous

We came to believe. The guys dive into step 2 and the experience in coming to believe. Can Donny take on Mother Nature? Is Jordan drinking fireball? Is Gumer awake? Who gets the job at Costco? Tune in to this higher power episode of Not So Anonymous to find out.

What does unmanageable mean to us? The guys reflect back at the denial of their addictions, the bottoms it took them to and the surrender that eventually took place. Donny used a steak knife on his legs, Dylan pees in his closet, Jordan leaves the bar unattended and Gumer goes to jail every other weekend in this “powerless” episode of Not So Anonymous

Is it still good enough to just stay clean today in our recoveries? Jordan has 2 weeks of no character defects, Donny has great ideas in his active addiction, Dylan runs for Mayor of his city and a Gumer discusses the difficulty of losing his mother is this “go to any lengths” season finale of Not So Anonymous.

What does it mean to be present and what are the benefits and hardships that come with it? Donny tries to use a sperm bank to buy crypto, Jordan is allowed at his sisters wedding, Dylan gets high on pre work out and Gumer becomes an emotional pillar during the toughest time of his families life in this God did for me what I couldn’t episode of Not So Anonymous.

It’s been a tough couple of months for Gumer. After experiencing a shoulder injury, his kids and family getting sick, and ultimately losing his brother while his mother is still in the hospital find out how he turns to his program, accepts help, finds connection and re-establishes a relationship with God in this “he ain’t lying” episode of not so anonymous.

Service work is one of the best ways to stay clean and get out of selfish, self centered behavior. Even when we really don’t want to, the guys make themselves available to go on 12th step calls, mission trips, H&I meetings and messed up trips with other people’s luggage in this selfless (kind of) episode of not so anonymous. 

The guys make an attempt to cut pornography and masturbation out of their lives as they talk about the constant need for stimulation, how they were introduced to sex and any sexual traumas or insecurities they may face in this at times raunchy but healing conversation.

Triggers. What are they and when do they come? The guys discuss moments of triggers and how they dealt with them. Donny relapses, Jordan hides from his parents, Dylan lies to a sponsee and Gumer just needs a week off the drugs in this mindset matters episode of not so anonymous.

How many of us have used drugs against our will? The guys talk about the moments of active addiction and a life lived with out choices. Donny puts 2 dollars in the gas tank, Gumer has a weird collection, Jordan makes the walk of shame and Dylan writes himself a letter in this “I can’t stop” episode of not so anonymous.

It was an amazing July for the guys. Jordan got 18 months, Dylan got 2 years and Donny celebrates his 30th birthday with a rock, the crack and a flop. Tune in to this survivors guilt feeling, gratitude packed, fellowshipping, complexed emotional episode of not so anonymous.