Not So Anonymous

What are our attitudes like after some time in recovery? Are we practicing acceptance and willing to change our behavior or are we sitting in self pity? Dylan calls AM radio stations while getting high, Gumer can't get out of his will, Jordan doesn't want to be sad anymore and Donny hits his friends in this attitude of gratitude episode of not so anonymous.

The guys take their first dive into the traumatic experiences that shaped their lives and addictions. They touch on their active drug addiction, watching family in addiction, along with the emotional and sexual abuse that took place in this vulnerable conversation.

The boys are all over the map and all over in general in this war story packed, spiritual experience filled, finally becoming teachable episode. Donny finds love in a bar, Dylan becomes a local in Hawaii and Jordan outlasts all the guys in a competitive game of who makes it back to the rooms first. #wheresgumer

Not So Anonymous is back with a behind-the-scenes look at what led to our break. The boys hash out feelings and get back on the same page the best way we know how, by getting on the mic and hitting record. Take a live  look into our recovery on the Season 2 premier of Not So Anonymous

Jordan takes a trip to Hawaii and speaks on his needed break from the everyday life of recovery and why he was able to do that after establishing his program as his foundation. Donny and Gumer blow things up in their head and Dylan struggles to stay awake in this I get to do this episode of not so anonymous.

After relapses and failed attempts to get clean we were always welcomed back to the rooms. Donny breaks his foot in Mexico, Dylan tries to dodge a process server, Jordan plays the tape through and Gumer tries not to burn it to the ground in this keep coming back episode of Not So Anonymous.

We take a trip down memory lane as Jordan shares his goodbye letter to his ex lover... alcohol. The letter brings us to a discussion on our current state of recovery and the ups and downs we face as new challenges arise and new goals are set in this delayed gratification episode of not so anonymous.

The guys speak about times of trying to moderate their drinking or just stay away from their drug of choice while holding on to the idea that they can still get high. We touch on California sober, suboxone and distant crutches used in this highly opinionated episode of not so anonymous.

It’s been an incredible week for the guys. Full of ups and downs, triumphs and trials. Hear what happens when we take another step in recovery, achieve long term goals and form new habits while breaking tough old ones in this boot glueing episode of not so anonymous.

This week Gumer opens up about a vital assignment during his stay in a Tijuana rehab that changed his life. He touches on sexual abuse, emotional confusion and what happened when he got absolutely honest in this pen to paper episode of Not so Anonymous.