during my trip to new york, i did a lot of people watching. not in a creepy way, just watching people stroll by living their life. i noticed how different people in new york are compared to the people i’m used to. in this episode i’ll be discussing things i found interesting about new york and dissecting them.

has anyone else felt like there has been a shift in coachella these past 2 years ever since the pandemic. i think after 2 years with no coachella (2020-2021) people have realized a bunch of things regarding it and the culture kinda changed. in honor of coachella weekend 2 ending, i’m going to be analyzing some of the changes i’ve seen, and the evolution of the music festival 11 years ago to now.

i had recently been in a creative rut, and not knowing what my next project is going to be. i’ve teetered with a few ideas, some i’ve never started, and some i’ve scrapped. it’s been quite a struggle. i’ve also noticed in media, everyone is doing the same things nowadays. when it comes to music, youtube, and other forms of media, there is nothing that stands out right now. in this episode i talk about how i believe there is no creativity present within media spaces right now.

being a healthy individual has been a really important thing for me since i was a kid. i prioritize my health pretty much all the time wether that be working out, or eating healthy. today i wanted to share why i don’t really believe in over the counter medicine like dayquil, my experience with plant based eating, working out and finding what works for me, my obsession with health products, and my hatred for juices/ wellness shots in plastic bottles. i hope you enjoy love you

the past couple of weeks have been really odd for me because i’ve had some really bad, weird, and embarrassing things happen to me. i don’t know if it’s because something good is coming in my life, but nonetheless it’s all been really weird. this episode im going to share the things that have happened to me including: items breaking that i just purchased, accidents in bed, embarrassing myself at work, and my Postmates disaster. love you and thank you for listening <3

before recording this episode i was talking to my family and i said “ one thing about me, i’m gonna have fun”. i think making everything in your life fun, even the most mundane things, is a great way to have a good outlook on life, and it’s really helped me. for example, something so simple like making my morning coffee is fun for me because i make sure that i am intentional with that time, and make it a relaxing experience. this episode, i share this recent discovery of mine, how i make everything enjoyable for myself, and some of my favorite activities that i do, and force me to have fun. it has truly helped my mental health and i hope you take some advice from this. love you <3

my self esteem journey has been rough, especially when I was in middle school. there was a time where my self esteem was so low and i wanted everyone to be my friend to make myself feel good. this ultimately led to all of those friendships falling out. when i was in elementary school though, i didn’t have the same problem. in this episode I do i deep dive into my experience with self esteem from elementary school- now, and also some weird things that have been going on like me constantly getting canker sore’s( i promise i’m not a disgusting human being) and me getting scammed at the gas station. love you hope you enjoy

i shop on amazon absolutely way too much, and over the past couple of months i’ve accumulated a list of stuff i bought off of amazon that have changed my life. if you are looking for inspo on what to buy, i hope this episode helps you next time you are aimlessly scrolling. love you!

I haven’t posted on YouTube in 3 months, which I think is the longest I’ve gone without uploading a video. I’ve been doing YouTube for 5 years uploading every week. Ofc I’ve always loved creating content and editing, but it got to a point where it was just getting to be too much. I needed to give myself a break without a return date. This episode I talk about why I haven’t been uploading, how my relationship with YouTube has changed, exploring other hobbies, and flaws within YouTube’s system.

i just got back from seeing sza live in concert, and it was a life changing experience. i have been a fan for so long, so to finally see her live, the memory will be with me forever. i saw some pretty interesting stuff though. this episode i talk about tik tok and the music industry, my appreciation for performances and visuals and the importance of not recording everything. we also need to issue omar apollo an apology. Love you!