this is probably one of the truest phrases i’ve ever heard because it happens to me all the time. if i want to end a friendship, i block and delete everything about the other person and it’s like they don’t exist. this happens with my siblings too sometimes which isn’t good. since they don’t live with me i forget that they exist sometimes and it makes me feel like a terrible person. anyway, this episode is all about “out of sight, out of mind”, the psychology behind it, if it’s a good thing or not, and how it could cause more problems in some cases.

Yes, I am still only 16, but I’ve thought quite a bit about the possibility of me having kids when I’m older. To be honest I still don’t really know for sure if I’ll be ready for that when I get into my late 20’s early 30’s. I feel like that time from 16-25 is a time where you are supposed to figure your life out and make mistakes, to then learn from them. Kids are also a huge responsibility, and keeping them safe is a daily gamble in todays world. All of the money, time, and attention you have to give to a child takes a toll on a young adult. This episode we’re gonna dive into the parenthood and why it’s a hard job.

obviously because the sun sets very early and it’s cold outside, we have no motivation to do anything remotely productive. i’ve complied a list of things you can do to build better habits for the winter to keep yourself busy and not fall into a depressive episode. the winter always takes a toll on me and my mental health but i’ve found that keeping yourself busy with things you enjoy makes it go by faster. so before winter ends very soon here’s some thing that can help you build better habits for the winter. i love you!

to be honest this episode was made because i had no other ideas, but i also haven’t done one of these in a while so i guess it was good i didn’t have any ideas. today i’m going to be updating you on what’s been going on with my life, and to be honest it’s not much. very mundane things like my fashion and school, but i also share an embarrassing story when i went to get sushi recently. i hope you enjoy and i love you!

i feel like once upon a time or even now, we’ve wanted to be apart of a certain aesthetic for a long time. i’ve went through so many aesthetics throughout my life. i started out with preppy, then moved to sporty, back to preppy, to extreme preppy, to not having a style, to e- boy, to beachy, and then back to preppy. i would say right now i’m definitely more of a minimalist mainly because i don’t know what my style is right now and i’m still trying to figure it out. this got me thinking about different aesthetics and why people are so obsessed with them and i am guilty of being like this in the past. i also saw a couple instagram posts that talk about aesthetics which inspired this episode. it’s always been such a mystery to me about why people go to such extreme lengths to be apart of a certain aesthetic, but i get it now. people want to feel like they belong and express themselves in other ways they can’t. in this episode i talk about why aesthetics are so popular, how they can become toxic, how nothing is truly “trendy” anymore, and how solely basing your identity off of an aesthetic is a terrible idea. love you and hope you enjoy.

happy new year! i hope you all are having an amazing 2023 so far. it’s weird because for me it doesn’t even feel like a new year and idk if that good or bad. anyway, i’m not usually one to make new year’s resolutions but this year i decided i want to get better at setting up boundaries with people and things. when he was younger i was really bad at it and it caused me to develop social anxiety and people walked all over me in friendships. after the pandemic, i developed a sense of normalcy and got really good at setting up boundaries with people. this episode im going to share with you all how i set up boundaries with people and things, why setting boundaries has a negative connotation, and how i was really good at doing it in 6th grade and then lost that ability in 8th grade. for anyone struggling with this subject i hope this episode help. love you and happy new year

as the year closes, i’ve found myself in my “quiet era”. basically i’m just not doing anything with my life and sort of hibernating in a way. i actually really love it believe it or not. it completely contradicts what i was saying a month ago about not doing anything with my life. i think it’s because it’s getting colder out and the holidays are coming, i just don’t have the desire to really do anything. it’s not a bad thing either i really like it. this episode i discuss what my season of quiet is doing for my mental health and how it’s making me appreciate what i have. i feel like everyone should experience a season of quiet because it’s doing really good things for me. love you!

recently i’ve been having lots of trouble reinventing my style. i don’t even have one right now to be honest so i’ve been searching for fashion creators on youtube to try and get some inspo and i stumbled upon drew joiner. he make very good fashion videos and my favorite that i’ve watched was his take on trendy vs timeless fashion. it inspired me to create my own version of it for this podcast. today we are going to discuss what makes something trendy and what makes something timeless. you might not agree with things in this episode but that’s the beauty of fashion, it’s subjective. hope you enjoy and love you.

ok so the past couple weeks for me have been a mental roller coaster. i mentioned before that i struggle with seasonal depression but recently it’s developed into something i had never experienced. derealization. basically what that is, it’s when you feel like you aren’t living in your own body and you feel like you are a ghost watching yourself exist. to say the least it freaked me out and it led me to a very dark place mentally. in this episode i’m going to talk about that more in depth and ways that helped me out of that period like going to dinner parties with friends and going to get my haircut. i also posted a youtube video on this so if you wanna watch that you can.

ok, by first glance this looks like it’s going to be a morbid and dark episode but i promise it’s not. i recently went to a funeral for my great aunt and it made me realize a lot. it put a lot about death in perspective for me. i realized there are many facets to death and it’s a very interesting thing to talk about. this episode i break down my recent thoughts about death and how it changed my way of thinking. love you lots.