i’ve had Tik Tok since late 2019 probably like everybody else. i’ve enjoyed the trends and the fun of it, but a year ago i got really sick of it due to all the drama and negativity on the app. i would feel drained after scrolling on that app for too long, so a month and a half ago i made the decision to delete the app off my phone as a whole and it’s the best decision for my mental health i’ve made. at first i was a little apprehensive on deleting the app due to FOMO, but i got myself out of that mindset. in this episode i share with you all how i got to this point of hating Tik Tok, everything wrong with it, and how it’s been better for me all around. love you

this is my favorite holiday of the year and i’m excited to talk about it today. this is the one day a year that most people can be creative, which is why i love it. i love dressing up into costumes, going to parties, etc. this episode im going to give you guys advice on how to pick out a halloween costume, how to be safe a parties, and how to have a fun time alone on halloween. since all of these things are useful i thought i would share. I love you

it’s been a while but we are back with another life update. this time around there is not much for me to talk about considering NOTHING has been going on in my life, but some things that have happened to me these last 2 weeks i felt like i needed to share. and because i had no other ideas. enjoy me talking about my recent crying spell, my newest youtube obsession, and my new espresso machine. i love you enjoy

recently i was scrolling on my instagram explore page and saw a post of a kid getting a cooking set for Christmas. you’ve probably all seen it, but anyway i look at the comments and all i see is people being very mean and hateful. comments like “ that kid is going to grow up to be gay”, or “stop giving boys girl toys for Christmas”. it really upset me because it’s a shame that people are talking about a literal child and being unrealistic. cooking is for everyone. this got me thinking about how everyone wants men and boys to fit into this masculine mold. in this episode i’m going to be talking about that, why it’s very toxic, and how i’ve avoided it, and how forcing boys into a masculine mold can fuck up a relationship and parenting. love you guys always.

recently, i made it a plan for myself to start exercising every morning again. this lasted 1 day and by day 2 i was really busy so i had to skip it. this caused me to get in my head about it and made me think about how toxic routines are. routines can be very toxic because we often times set unrealistic expectations for ourselves and that leads to negative self talk. this episode i share tips on how you can create a routine that is healthy and realistic, and how social media has influenced the way we make routines and the unrealistic standards we strive to follow in order to fulfill said routine.

it’s been such a crazy and emotionally draining couple of weeks for me due to preparing for my first homecoming. since i didn’t go last year the whole process was so new to me, and now that i have experienced it, it’s time to share. i’ll be talking about how me going came about, the process on choosing my outfit and going with Miu Miu, what went on inside the event, and the aftermath. i hope you enjoy me ramble, i love u.

hey guys, i just got back from a trip to chicago and i can confidently say i’ve found a new favorite place to travel to. on my trip i experienced a new lifestyle that is some peoples everyday reality. going on this trip really opened my eyes to how much homelessness goes unnoticed, the terrible traffic and how life there is very different from my own. i hope you enjoy love you!

over my little break from this podcast, i watched an asmr video titled “my june favorites” or some shit like that. it inspired me to create my own list of products and things i’ve been living to share with you all. why? i’m not really sure but i thought this would be useful to somebody. i will be making a part 2 to this at some point but here you go. i hope you enjoy and hopefully this inspired you to pick up some of the items that i use. love you

i feel like you guys know my story with how i got started on youtube. i’ve been doing it for almost as long as i’ve been doing podcasts, but recently i had hit a wall with youtube. a constant cycle of editing and uploading along with trying to grow my channel caused me to experience burnout and i needed a break. this episode i share with you guys why i took a break, how i recovered from my burnout, and how i got my inspiration back to start making videos again after a month break. being original on the internet is hard since there are so many creators, but this time around i have regained my passion for youtube.

usually at the end of summer i try to reflect on what i’ve done. i did that a couple days ago and realized i didn’t do shit, along with other summers in the past. i got to thinking about it and the question of is summer overhyped came about. this episode i discuss why i think summer is very overhyped and why, also giving you guys some suggestions to be more productive over the summer. hope they help and i love u.