This week I read a poem I wrote about suicide and the inner conflict that goes on when you're contemplating it... along with the 1 lesson I've taken away from my journey, with the attempt, the self work & of course, with Open Up!
If you take your life, Will it really make things right? You’re fulfilled inside while thinking of it, Assuming you’ll deny the world the burden you are, By putting yourself in a coffin, Your lifes finality, Unaware you’re inflicting only hurt and scars, Because in reality you’re loved beyond measure, So cut your tether, And quit listening to that voice inside, That gains pleasure from corrupting your mind, With its treasure chest of lies that you devour, To the point where you spend hours getting high, Off of planning how to die, You've got to fight, It tells you you’re worthless, Im telling you you’re not, It tells you they’d be better off without you, Im telling you you forgot, You forgot how much the people who love you really care, Because you’re isolated and haven't shared what you’re going through, How can they change the stories of fear you’ve created, If they don’t know whats flowing through, Your mind, Your veins, Your heart, You are, Still valued and worthy of life, Because if you leave them what you’ll find, Are hearts rife with pain and strife, Kind eyes shedding tears like rain, For if you leave there’ll be a hole in their soul thats blue, The size of you, That will never be whole again.  Open Up: Â
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