“How do you think I feel?”
That’s all you had to say
When you should have been
Accountable.
A victims game is what you play
And now all I can do, is run far away.
From a monster like you
Who says, she “didn’t know what to do”.
See now that I’m gone,
I’ve come to realise,
You held the strings all along.
Manipulating us all, to play your game.
Right from being small, have you no shame?
He fooled you, and he fooled us too
And now I sit here wondering, how could you?
Be so blind and still so cruel
Don’t you see,
You’re accountable.
You opened the door, and ignored the bells.
It’s because of you, we’re in this living hell!
But you still can’t see you’re role in this.
Almost 2 years on, are you taking the piss?!
You knew the truth all along,
We were always in danger, right from day one.
And yet you still chose him to be around
The one we would call dad, ever so proud.
So proud but so ashamed,
Of what would be, if he were to blame.
They’re out to get him, to ruin his life
And all you wanted, was to be his wife
Live under the radar, to never be visible
Lies on top of lies
You will always be accountable
Was this the plan all along?
To ruin our life without reason.
I watch that day back time and time again,
And I can’t help but wonder were you acting?
Was this always meant to be?
The only way you’d get your happy ending
To lose everyone except for him,
And put on a show, right from the beginning.
Then slip away and start a fresh
Free from the past you can finally rest
But sadly for you,
That won’t be true.
Despite the pain and the suffering,
I did learn one thing from you.
What goes around comes around.
And while what he did, will never be forgiven.
Your role in this is still a big’un.
And I am here to make sure,
that no matter what goes down,
In the eyes of the law, a criminal like you
Will finally be held,
Accountable.
