I decided I didn’t want to experience sexual pleasure alone. I want my gift of sexuality to be used for connection, creation, and service. In this episode, I'll share three shifts that made the biggest impact for me: 1. Believe that it is not necessary. 2. See sexual energy as a force for service. 3. Get curious about the deeper desire.

For years, I’ve stood in front of the mirror, staring at my reflection. I saw my silhouette—the outline of me. But just beyond it, like a shadow I couldn’t escape, was the outline of the man I thought I had to be. Broader shoulders. Thicker chest. Sharper jawline. 

I didn’t always know where that outline came from. But one moment, one memory, gave it shape.

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Do you find compromise exhausting? In this episode, we’re diving into why living aligned with your values 100% of the time is actually easier than 99%. That 1% of compromise—the “just this once” moments—creates mental clutter, inner conflict, and drains your energy. But when you commit fully to who you are and what you stand for, you unlock clarity, peace, and freedom. Join me as we explore the problem with 99%, the power of identity-based boundaries, and practical steps to move from compromise to alignment. If you’re ready to stop negotiating with yourself and start living free, this episode is for you.

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When I turned to gay porn, I wasn’t just escaping life—I was running towards feelings I desired. I wanted to feel strong, inspired, connected, and safe.

The good news? You don’t need anything outside yourself to feel those things. You can choose them—right now. And God made you capable of that.

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Learn to honor your anger, meet it with empathy, and process it in a way that helps you move forward.

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Ever felt stuck in the fog of confusion, unsure of your next step? In this episode, we dive deep into how moments of uncertainty can actually be the catalyst for clarity, growth, and connection. I’ll share personal insights and practical tools to help you embrace the fog, navigate through it, and uncover the clarity waiting on the other side.

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How can we recognize the shift from admiration, to comparison, envy, or lust? In this episode, we will explore how to become more self-aware and navigate these moments a way that aligns with our values.

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Have you ever found yourself longing to be noticed? To be chosen? To hear someone say, You matter. You’re enough. I see you. In this week’s podcast episode, I share:

• How the longing to be chosen shows up in our lives.
• Why these desires are not about shame but about deeper connection.
• A 7-step process to respond to intrusive thoughts and uncover the truth behind them.

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Today, we will learn how to just be ourselves, present in the moment, without overcompensating, performing, or needing to be "extra", inspired by the carefree nature of my son on the soccer field.

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Today, we’re going to talk about the things we didn’t learn from our dads, or our mentors, or our peers—and how that shaped us. But more importantly, we’re going to talk about how to fill that gap. Because here’s the truth: it’s not a liability. It’s an opportunity to grow, to connect, to stretch yourself, and to celebrate the journey of learning along the way.

For more tools to live beyond your same-sex attractions and into your purpose, visit ownyouridentitynow.com.