Counting the DaysPart I.Counting for WisdomWHEN IS SHAVUOS?In this week’sparshawe are introduced to themitzvahofsefiras ha’omer, the counting of forty-nine days between the bringingof theOmerofferingand theyomtovofShavuos:וּסְפַרְתֶּם לָכֶם מִמָּחֳרָת הַשַּׁבָּת – “You shall count for yourselves from the morrow of the first day of Pesach, מִיּוֹם הֲבִיאֲכֶם אֶת עֹמֶר הַתְּנוּפָה – from the day that you bring the Omer offering, עַד מִמׇּחֳרַת הַשַּׁבָּת הַשְּׁבִיעִת – until the day after the seventh week when you will celebrateShavuos”(Vayikra 23:15). In the Torah theyomtovofShavuosis not designated by a certain day of the month; instead it depends entirely on the counting of days. “Today is day one,” “Today is day two,” “Today three, and so forth until we say “Today is day forty-nine,” and then we know thatShavuosis tomorrow.That’s how it’s been for all of our history; the whole Jewish nation stands up and countssefira. From the time Yehoshua entered the land until thechurban bayis rishon,the destruction of theBeis Hamikdash, we were counting. And even when we were exiled from our land and couldn’t bring theOmeranymore, they continued to count the days fromPesachuntilShavuos– we’re still counting today. For forty-nine days we become the nation that counts.But there’s a question here. Because if the purpose of this counting was merely to know when to celebrateShavuos– as it appears from thepossuk– so the Torah could have merely said, “And seven weeks after the first day of Pesach you should celebrateShavuos.” What’s the necessity of a special counting, a special ceremony of counting the days? And even more than that, why is it that weallhave to count? Let theBeis Dincount; letthemkeep count and let us know! That’s how it is with counting theshmittayears after all. Themitzvahto count the years forshmittaandyovelfalls exclusively on theBeis Dinand we don’t participate at all.THE NATIONAL COUNTING CEREMONYAnd yet, when it comes tosefiras ha’omerthe Torah goes out of its way to obligate every single one of us to participate in the counting. Thegemara(Menachos 65b) says regarding themitzvahof counting theOmer: וּסְפַרְתֶּם לָכֶם – “And you should countlachem, foryourselves; andchazaltell us that the plurallachemis used to teach, שֶׁתְּהֵא סְפִירָה לְכָל אֶחָד וְאֶחָד – that the counting must be done byeveryindividual.”So what’s this national business of counting? A whole nation of millions should stop everything to count days?! What for? Of course, you’ll hear many reasons you’ll hear – we’ve spoken about them here too – ideas that correspond to theOmerandMatan Torahand to the days in between. But we’ll focus now on a more general idea, an important attitude that pertains not only to these forty nine days beforeShavuos,but to the counting of all the days of our lives!613 PANORAMAS OF OPPORTUNITYThe brother of the Vina Gaon in his seferMa’alos Hatorah(Hakdamah) teaches us a very important rule – he says it in the name of the Gra, but it’s found in theRishonimas well – and it’s an idea that opens up for us a panorama of opportunity. He declares that although the six hundred and thirteenmitzvosof the Torah are commandmentson their own, yet they are also intended to be much more than that. He says that they are actually six hundred and thirteenklalim, general principles, that serve as models that should guide us in our everyday lives. And therefore, although we do not add to themitzvos, yet we can always surmise in which direction Hashem wishes that our minds should go by studying these general principles.Now, if themitzvahof counting days is intended as a model for us, we should spend some time trying – at least a little bit – to understand what we’re being taught here. In which direction is Hakodosh Boruch Hu guiding us by commanding us to count these days?DOVID HAMELECH LEARNS TO COUNTInTehillim(90:12) there’s apossukלִמְנוֹת יָמֵינוּ כֵּן הוֹדַע – “Make known to us how to count our days properly.” We say it every Shabbos morning, and we should take it to heart because it is of the utmost consequence to each one of us. Dovid Hamelech is saying here a supplication, atefillato Hakadosh Baruch Hu: “Please Hashem,” he said, “Please teach us how to count our days.”Now, just to count days, Dovid Hamelech wouldn’t need to call out to Hashem. You need Hashem to teach you to count days?! A littleyingelat home, even before he goes out to thecheder, can count days. You count, that’s all! So we look back at ourpossukand we see that it wasn’t that Dovid wanted to know how tocount. “Teach us how to count our days ‘kein’, how to count our daysproperly,” he said.The wordkeinmeans ‘properly’ like we findכֵּןבְּנוֹת צְלָפְחָד דּוֹבְרוֹת – “The daughters ofTzelofchadare speaking correctly, properly” (Bamidbar 27:7). So לִמְנוֹת יָמֵינוּ כֵּן הוֹדַע means, “Make us know how to count our dayscorrectly.” It’s not enough to count; for themitzvahofsefiras ha’omerit might be sufficient, but for counting the days of our lives, Dovid understood that we need more than that. What Dovid wanted from Hashem was help in counting his days ‘kein’, correctly.Now what it means to count successfully, that’s a big subject, but the first thing we make note of is that there’s more to counting than merely ticking off the days; there’s something we’re aiming for here. And that’s what thepossukcontinues: “Teach us to count our days properly, וְנָבִיא לְבַב חָכְמָה – “and help us bring a mind of wisdom.” That means, teach ushow to produce a mind of wisdom.WHAT IS WISDOM?Now, if I would just stop here, we still wouldn’t know how to count. Because wisdom could mean many things. Maybe it’s technical knowledge? So, of course, immediately we would say no. Certainly it’s not a prayer that we should succeed in putting into our heads every day more facts of science, or the wisdom of ways and means of performing crafts or vocational skills. So the best among us would say that it’s referring to thechochmas hatorah; what else ischochma? We pray to Hakodosh Boruch Hu that we should utilize our days in filling our minds with knowledge of Torah. I’m sure everyone here would say, “Certainly! What else?!”And there’s no question that thechochmas hatorahis very important; when you add oneyedias hatorah, one detail of Torah, to your store of knowledge, then you were successful today, you became rich. No question!Chochmacan meanMesichtaBrachosand it can meanShabbosandEiruvinandPesachim. It can meanSukkahandRosh HashanaandYumaandBeitzahandMegillaandTa’anisandMoed KatanandChagigatoo. It could mean all ofShas! There’s no questionlimud hatorahis achochma.Butl’havdilwe must say the same if you gained some more facts about the sciences; if you studied books of biology or chemistry, whatever it may be; that’s also achochma. Of course, by no means on the same scale as Torah, but if you learn it in the right way, you recognize that you’re studying thedarkei Hashem,the ways of Hashem in nature and in history, לָדַעַת בָּאָרֶץ דַּרְכֶּיךָ, there’s no question that it’s also a certain achievement ofchochma. But here, when Dovid was counting his days to “to produce a mind ofchochma,” a different type ofchochmaaltogether is intended. The wisdom Dovid is speaking about here is one that is set far above all the other forms of wisdom in the world – and it’s that wisdom that will be our subject for this talk.THE LONG BEARDEDYAREI SHAMAYIMInIyov(28:28) it states:הֵן יִרְאַת הַשֵּׁם הִיא חָכְמָה – “Behold,yiras Hashem, fear of Hashem,hee, that is called wisdom.” Now, when I sayyiras Hashem, right away people think they know what I’m talking about. But they don’t; it’s not what you think it is. And therefore the wordyirahitself must be defined – otherwise you might imagine all types of wrong ideas. You see what the world thinks it is – people think that it means putting on externalities. Here’s a man who decides to choose the way ofyiras Hashem, so the first thing is he lets his beard grow long. And then, a black hat. Very nice! And then in some cases he puts on a long black coat. Beautiful! And in very many cases, that’s it! He thinks he’s graduated; he thinks he has it.And that’s why it’s important to emphasize thatyiras Hashemis much more than externalities. It’s achochma; a knowledge that must be learned; a science that must be studied and practiced. And it’s not easy. It doesn’t mean merely learning the technicalities of Torah. It’s wonderful to learnBava Kama! It’s great to learnMesichta Shabbos! It’s great to know all the details ofhalacha; it’s a very important wisdom. But it’s notthewisdom.GREEK FOR DUMMIESI’ll explain that. Thechachomim(Shabbos 31b) said on thispossukof“Hein yiras Hashem hee chochma,” that the wordheinin Greek means one. In pig Greek, in pig Latin,ainorunwas a way of saying one. And so we can read thepossukas follows: “Fear of Hashem is wisdom and הִיא חָכְמָה, וְהִיא לְבַדָּהּ חָכְמָה –that alone is called wisdom!”(Mesillas Yesharim, Hakdamah). There’s only one truechochmabecause all the other forms of wisdom pale into insignificance in comparison to thechochmaofyiras Hashem.The question remains though, how to achieve thatchochma? How do we achieve the wisdom ofyiras Hashemthat is more important than allchochmos? So the first step is to know what it is we’re striving for. You’ll recall that I expressly took the trouble to emphasize thatyiras Hashem, the fear of Hashem, is not what people think it is and therefore before we go on, let’s define this term; what is meant byyiras Hashem?Yaro, to be afraid, is actually derived fromra’ohto see. Because when a person doesn’t see, so he’s not afraid. “Ignorance is bliss,” says the world. A man is afraid only when he sees that something is actually coming, or at least he sees in his imagination that something is coming. Soyirah,fear, is a form ofr’iyah,seeing.LOVE, FEAR OR AWARENESS?And now we come to the point of tonight’s talk. When we sayyirah, when we talk about counting our days foryiras Hashem, what we really mean is that we are trying to make every day a day of “seeing Hashem.” Now, while you’re still in this world you’ll never be able to actually see Hashem, but what it means isbecoming aware of Hashem.Yiras Hashemis really ‘being aware of Hashem’ and once you understand that then you’ve grasped the fundamentalyesodof being afrumJew.Now of course,yirahmeans fear too. You have to fear Hashem! Today when a rabbi speaks about fear of Hashem, people think he doesn’t know English, and what he really means is “Love Hashem”.Nothing doing! When we say “fear,” we mean fear in its most literal sense. Only that true fear is founded on Awareness. And so, if we’ll translate it in one word,yiras Hashemis Awareness. Being aware all the time of Hashem! To feel, to actually be convinced, of the immanence of the Presence of Hakodosh Boruch Hu.And that is thereishis chochma, the highest of all forms of wisdom. To gain more and moreemunah chushis, more and more sensory feeling – not onlyemunahsichlis, intelligent understanding – but it should enter into our senses and our nerves until we are as aware of Hakodosh Boruch Hu as we are of anyone else. At least as much as you’re aware of your neighbor or your Uncle Morris in the Bronx, you should be aware of Hashem.QUESTION YOURSELF EVERY DAYAnd so, even if someone isfrum, even if he’s very pious, and he’s careful with every detail of Judaism, but if he never labored to acquire any real awareness of Hakodosh Boruch Hu, then he does not haveyiras Hashem. He’sfrum; certainly he’s devout, and we don’t begrudge that at all, but he doesn’t have anyyiras Hashem. Because specifically,yiras Hashemmeans seeing Hashem, living with an actual feeling that you’re standing in front of Him at all times. And the more you think about Him and the more real He becomes to you, the more you become ayarei shamayim –which is the purpose of our days in this world.That’s why we counted today! And that’s why we’ll count tomorrow, and the day after that. And that’s why we’ll continue counting our days even long afterShavuosends too. Becausesefiras ha’omeris theklal, it’s the rehearsal for the important function of counting the rest of the days of our lives – of making sure that every day of our lives is being used to achieve more and moreyirasshamayim. Every day that ticks off the calendar is important and must be counted; we’re expected to ask ourselves, “Did I bring moreyirahinto my heart today?”Part II.The Purpose of TimeTHE CLOCK HANGING 93,000,000 MILES AWAYNow, in order that we should comprehend the enormity of this function of counting days, the Torah doesn’t wait untilParshas Emorto let us know its importance. Way back in the beginning, when Hashem created this world, He taught us about this.Do you know what the sun and the moon are for? Why did Hashem create the sun and the moon? So we look back into thechumashand we see that there were a few purposes. And one of them is the one we’re speaking about now, the function of counting our days.וַיֹּאמֶר אֱלֹקִים יְהִי מְאֹרֹת בָּרָקִיעַ הַשָּׁמַיִם – “And Hashem said: Let there be luminaries in the firmament, לְיָמִים – for days” (Bereishis 1:14). Now, to separate between day and night, that’s already mentioned earlier in thepossuk, לְהַבְדִּיל בֵּין הַיּוֹם וּבֵין הַלָּיְלָה – “To separate between day and night,” and therefore we must say that the wordl’yomim, “for days,”is telling us something new altogether – that the purpose of the sun is for creating separate days; in order that we should experience the passing of time.Now, if you think about it, this is an astounding idea. The Torah is revealing to us a very surprising fact, something we would never have dreamed of by ourselves. Actually, it’s such a startling statement that even after hearing it, we’ll have to be very pious people to accept it. We, little human beings, on this tiny earth – compared to the sun it’s tiny after all – do we deserve to have a tremendous clock hanging for us way out in space? You know how big the sun is?! You know how far off it is?! And the purpose of that tremendous orb in the sky, that beautiful ball of fire, is merely to serve as a timepiece for us?! Absolutely! Hakodosh Boruch Hu declares it openly: it’s to let you know when a day has passed by.L’yomim. There you have it, black on white.THE LONGEST WASTED DAYIn case you would get caught up in life, in case you wouldn’t notice life passing you by, so the sun rises and sets, rises and sets, and it thereby lets us know that the days are passing. Another day is coming, and then another day, and now another one has passed us by. If not for the sun then life would be this one long stretch of time. We’d be born in the world and we would continue always, one long day or one long night, whatever it is. And time would go by, and before we know it, the time is up.You know, if it weren’t for the sun, so people, when they went out on a spree, it would almost always have a sad ending. Let’s say a man got into a fight with the boss, or a fight with the wife, and he ran out into the street from his home or from his job; he said, “Forget aboutit all! It’s a wasted day anyhow.” That would be the end of him altogether because that wasted day would never come to an end. Like one man from theyeshivatold me, he admitted to me that he was discouraged, and he went to the movies. A kollel man! He was so disgusted; “The day is ruined anyhow,” he said. “Let’s fall down to the bottom.” The moviesisthe bottom by the way. And if not for the sun he would have sat in the movies the whole week.LIFE IS LIKE A WATERMELONAnd so Hakodosh Boruch Hu breaks up life for us into little pieces so that we should appreciate and make use of them. It’s like the woman who has a lot of children, and the father brought home a watermelon. It wasn’t a big watermelon, and for thirteen children it wasn’t much. And she knew that if she would just put the whole thing on the table it would be finished up and forgotten about. So she cut it up into little slices and gave each one a little piece. “Tomorrow,” she said, “is another day. Tomorrow is another opportunity, but I’m reminding you to make sure to enjoy this little piece because that’s all you’ll have today.”Hakadosh Baruch Hu gave us life; life is the biggest watermelon there is. The trouble would be if life would be dished out in one long monotonous string. Hakodosh Boruch Hu could have given us a big watermelon of eighty, ninety or a hundred years, and it would feel like nothing. So what does He do? He dishes it out in portions. He cuts it up first of all into years. Every year you feel, “Oh, another year I’m getting?Boruch Hashem,” you’re so happy; another year of life, an additional opportunity for achieving success!! You’re more able to appreciate the opportunities of life when they’re broken down into the smaller pieces we call years.MORE GREEK FOR DUMMIESBut even that’s too much, it’s too big of a portion, so He chops it up into months. Life is chopped up into small portions, so that we should be encouraged to make the best use of it. And that’s why we say רָאשֵׁי חֳדָשִׁים לְעַמְּךָ נָתַתָּ –nasatameans that it’s a gift. Rosh Chodesh is a gift! What’s the gift of Rosh Chodesh? We sayzman kapara l’chol toldosam, it’s a day of atonement, a mini Yom Kippur. Do you know why it’s a day of atonement? Because all of a sudden we get a jolt – we become aware that a month has passed by!Oy vey, a month! What did I accomplish this past month? In very many cases, nothing at all! A tragedy! And that’s why it’s azman kaparah; you realize what an opportunity time is and you decide to make amends, to begin making use of counting time. And even that’s too big, so He chops it up into days. There’s an old Latin saying,carpe diem, snatch the day. Grab the day! Grab the day before it goes lost.It’s a great gift that time is broken up for us into sections by movement of the sun and the moon, and therefore the greatchesedof the luminaries should be utilized. Don’t throw away the gift that Hashem gives you every day. What a benefit, what a blessing it is to be reminded every twenty four hours. So tomorrow morning when you wake up and you see the sunlight pouring through your window, so keep in mind that’s one of the reasons why you’re going to say בָּרוּךְ אַתָּה הַשֵּׁם יוֹצֵר הַמְּאוֹרוֹת – “I thank You Hashem for the sun that reminds me of the passage of time.” The sun is rising and moving through the sky to keep you on your toes: “Don’t forget to make today count,” says the sun.MEGILLAH ALL YEAR ROUNDAnd once you understand that Hashem put that great ball of fire into the skyl’yomim, so you should be motivated to count your days, so now you’ll make sure to make use of it. Every day becomes a new opportunity, a brand new day for achievement. Like theChovos Halevavossays (Sha’ar Cheshbon Hanefesh – Cheshbon11): כִּי הַיָּמִים מְגִלּוֹת – “The days of your life are notebooks.” Every morning you get a new clean notebook to write in.You remember those days in theyeshiva, when you started with a new notebook, full of ambition. And you were thinking, “This notebook I’m going to keep neat and clean.” Every morning is a brand new notebook, says the Chovos Halevavos, כִּתְבוּ בָּהֶם מַה שֶׁתַּחְפְּצוּ שֶׁיִּזָּכֵר לָכֶם – “Write in those notebooks what you want to be remembered of you.” What are going to do with that notebook already? You’re going to scribble a little bit on the margins?! Is that how you want to be remembered in the Next World, by some doodling?! The thing that you will want most to be remembered by isv’navi l’vav chochma; by how muchyiras Hashem, awareness of Hashem, you produced each day.THANK THE SURGEON!Hakodosh Boruch Hu is מְחַדֵּשׁ בְּטוּבוֹ בְּכָל יוֹם תָּמִיד מַעֲשֵׂה בְּרֵאשִׁית – in His kindliness He renews every day the work of creation. Every day is a new chance given to you by Hashem. So last night you went to bed and you were disgusted. Maybe you were falling off your feet and you felt like a failure; nothing went right yesterday. So you went to bed and Hakadosh Baruch Hu got busy on you. He brought a whole team of physicians who were working on you all night; they were ironing out your wrinkled emotions and they were straightening out your muscles; and they did a good job. In the morning you woke up and you’re a new man now.You get up in the morning, you open your eyes and you’re well rested – not that you get up with a yawn and a headache: “Another day to face, another day to go through the grind.” That’s what happens when you stay up late; you wake up knocked out and disgusted! That man is ameshugener– he doesn’t deserve to get up in the morning because he doesn’t know how important it is to count the days.When Hakodosh Baruch Hu delivers you safe and sound in the morning so you open your eyes and you have to say, “Thank you.” What do you say to the surgeon? You can’t just say, “Nice job doc; thank you.” That’s not enough. You have to write a big fat check; you get sick again when you see the bill! But Hakadosh Boruch Hu doesn’t give you a bill in the morning. He only wants that you should open your eyes and say: מוֹדֶה אֲנִי לְפָנֶיךָ מֶלֶךְ חַי וְקַיָּם – “I give thanks to You, O’ Living and Enduring King, שֶׁהֶחֱזַרְתָּ בִּי נִשְׁמָתִי בְּחֶמְלָה – that You returned to me my life in pity, רַבָּה אֱמוּנָתֶךָ – how great is Your steadfastness. What did I do to deserve another chance, another day to count, another opportunity to make use of?!Rabah emunasecha,how great is Your steadfastness.”MAKING MORNINGS GREAT AGAINAnd therefore, the morning is the best time, because you have new energies in the morning and the day starts all over again. The sun rises again in the morning and the birds are singing and everything is cool in the morning. It’s a new opportunity and life starts all over again. When you view the counting of time through the eyes of the Torah that’s when you can begin to understand the glorious achievement that every day of life is. “And now that You have given me another chance to achieveyiras Hashem, I’m going to make it a day that counts.”And so in the notebook of tomorrow morning – even before you get out of bed, you should begin writing down your achievements inyiras Hashem. You saymodeh aniand you’re already accomplishing inyiras Hashem. Now, if you just mumble it by rote, maybe not so much, but if you practice up that you’re actually saying thank you to Someone, so that’s already a big achievement inyirasHashem. Don’t think it’s nothing; with a little thought, with some awareness of Whom you’re speaking to,modeh anican make you great – it’s the first page in your notebook of today.A SIXTY SECOND EXERCISEIt’s a glorious experience – to wake up into this worldand to make use of it.Even to utilize a day for just one minute is an achievement. One minute of life is an opportunity for greatness! Imagine we were here for just one more minute; sixty seconds from now we’d have to say goodbye to this wonderful world of opportunity. If we had only sixty seconds left to count, you know what you could still accomplish?!We’ll try it together, an exercise – let’s utilize these sixty seconds and think together: “There’s aBoreiwho created the universe out of nothing and that means that there’s nothing that has any intrinsic existence except for Hashem. And He created me as well.Hashem Echad!He’s the only thing that matters to me. And He gave me this great kindness that for the following fifty seconds I can think about Him and achieve the prime purpose of my being here, the purpose of recognizing theBorei. So for the next forty seconds, I am going to become more and more aware of You and fulfill my purpose here. I’m looking outside at the setting sun and I know what You’re saying to me Hashem; time is passing by. So I express now my gratitude to You Hakadosh Baruch Hu for everything You’ve given me. I love You Hashem, and I speak to You, my King, my Creator and I express my gratitude to You for the beautiful world You made for me. Thank You for my eyes and my kidneys and my feet and I especially thank You for making me part of Your chosen people.” And now we have ten seconds left. And you say, “I thank You, Hakadosh Baruch Hu, who has given me this great opportunity to count the seconds in this world and achieve my purpose in this world of thinking about You.” And then time is up; you go out of this world having achieved your purpose. יֵשׁ קוֹנֶה עוֹלָמוֹ בְּשָׁעָה אַחַת – “A person can become great in only one minute,” only that you have to know how to make that minute count.Now the fact that we’re still here, that we’re still breathingboruch Hashem,doesn’t mean that you can relax now and waste the minutes. No, our one minute exercise was just that – an exercise for the rest of our lives. Likesefiras ha’omer,it was a rehearsal for the many more opportunities we’ll still have! So now you can go out into the world for many more minutes and live successfully.Part III.Making Time CountWILL YOU THROW AWAY DIAMONDS?Now, you have to realize that there’s adin v’cheshbon;the gift of more time from Hashem is a tremendous opportunity, but it’s also a tremendous responsibility: בְּיָדְךָ עִתֹּתָי – “In Your hand, Hashem, are all my times” (Tehillim 31:16). That means, all my hours are in Your hands; all my minutes are in Your hand. It’s not mine, it’s Yours. And if I take out of Your hand another minute, another diamond, and I take it and throw out of the window, so Hakodosh Boruch Hu says “Oh, that’schutzpah! I’m handing you every minute, such a precious gift! It’sb’yadai, it’s in My hands, and you’re taking it from Me and wasting it?”Here’s a man, he decides to make a trip someplace. For what purpose? For enjoyment, for pleasure. A trip for pleasure? You’re going to waste part of your life on nothing?! You’re arotzei’ach, no question about it; you’re killing yourself when you waste time. I’m not saying that you can never go anywhere, but to just go withoutcheshbon, without remembering how precious time is, it’s acheit, a sin, because it means that you don’t recognize your purpose in this world.TWO QUEER STORIESNow this, I’m careful about telling it to you, but I’ll tell it anyhow. The Chofetz Chaim’s son wrote about his father, he said that his father was not such a bigmachnis oreich; he didn’t spend too much time with guests. You hear that? The Chofetz Chaim wasn’t a bigmachnis oreich! When a guest came, he made the bed for him; he brought in the big straw mattress and showed him where to lie down, but he didn’t spend time with him. He gave theoreicheverything he needed – if he needed to talk, he gave him his time as well – but he didn’t spend extra time because he was counting his days.The following is also a very queer story, but I have to tell it to you anyhow. The Gra had a sister whom he hadn’t seen for thirteen years. Thirteen years! And now his sister came to Vilna to see him, “Oh, my brother!” she called out, “It’s been so many years.” So the Vilna Gaon spoke a few words with her and then he went back to hissefer. So she was somewhat discouraged. He saw a tear in her eye. He said, “In the next world, we’ll sit and talk”. That’s what he told her: “In the next world, we’ll have time to sit and talk.” Now, don’t tell this to other people; it’s only for you to hear. You have to understand that it was the Gra who lived for a purpose.But even if you’re not the Gra, and you’re not the Chofetz Chaim either, still your time has to be precious in your eyes. Let’s say you and your wife go visit somebody else. So you sit down in the dining room, you and your wife, and he and his wife, and you talk and talk and talk. You’re a murderer. You’re killing yourself for nothing. You have to make excuses, “I can’t go tonight; I have to get some work done at home. And when somebody comes to waste your time, anudnik; let’s say, your next door neighbor wants to talk a little bit, he’s visiting you, so be friendly to him and then say, “I have to go to the bathroom” – something you have tell him so you can escape from him. Find someteretz! Save your life! Because he’s a holdup man; he’s a robber! It’s worse than stealing your money! Now, we don’t look at it that way because we are accustomed to following the footsteps of the unthinking multitudes who don’t care if they waste their time, but that’s the truth.YOUR TIME AT WORK IS AN OPPORTUNITYNow some people will say, “What are you talking to me about wasting time?! What do you want from me? It’s a pity, but I must remain in the office all day. I’d like to take off and go someplace to study Torah; I’d like to go to thebeis medrash, but I’m wasting my day in the office anyhow.” That’s a big error! Working in your office or in the shop, that’s your job right now, that’s where you belong, and even there you can make your days count. You know, being in the office, you can serve Hakadosh Baruch Hu in many ways. In many ways!I’ll give one little example. In today’s offices, there are a lot of things that you’re not supposed to see. And if you’ll make it a principle as much as possible to look only at kosher things and guard your eyes, so you have to know אַף לֹא פָעֲלוּ עַוְלָה בִּדְרָכָיו הָלָכוּ – “Also those who did not do any wrong are walking in His ways” (Tehillim 119:3). By restraining yourself from doing wrong, you’re also walking in the ways of Hakadosh Baruch Hu. You’re reminded of Hakadosh Baruch Hu; that’syiras shamayim. When your eyes encounter something that you’re not supposed to look at, well, it’s natural that your eyes have to move, but immediately you remove your eyes and remember that you’re a Jew. You’reoveid Hashemand you’re becoming a biggeryarei shamayimin the office.There are better ways than that too. You can think of Hakadosh Boruch Hu while you’re doing work. אַשְׁרֵי אִישׁ שֶׁלֹּא יִשְׁכָּחֶךָ – “Happy is the man that won’t forget You.” You can always be thinking about Hakadosh Boruch Hu. You don’t have to forget Him while you’re doing work; even complicated work. You can think that you’re punching the keys of a typewriter because you’re serving Hakadosh Boruch Hu; you want to support a kosher Jewish home where there are going to be kosher Jewish children who will be brought upb’derech haTorah; it costs money to maintain a Jewish home. It costs a bunch of money to pay tuition and that’s what you’re working for.THE GLORIOUS CAREER WOMENAnd the ladies and the girls have a glorious opportunity as well. While they’re stirring the pot in the kitchen, while they’re sweeping the floor or sewing, whatever they’re doing, they’re thinking of Hakadosh Boruch Hu. A glorious career! And I’m serious about that; it’s a glorious career! Instead of taking these minutes, these diamonds, and throwing them away, they’re cashing them in. They’re the most precious achievement.You counted a few seconds while washing the dishes?! You thought about Hashem while standing in the shop?! You’re a great person already! Try it; try thinking for one minute that you’re standing in front of Hashem. Even one minute of thinking during the day is so precious that you can already count that day as a success! Even if you don’t think all the time, even though you waste a lot of time, if you’ll spend one minute of thinking, it’s a tremendous achievement. You’re one out of ten thousand, you’re a head taller than everyone just because of that one minute.COUNTINGSEFIRAAT SUNSETNow, although there’s no end to the wisdom ofyiras Hashemyou can bring into your mind, but תָּפַסְתָּ מְרוּבָּה לֹא תָּפַסְתָּ – to undertake too much at once, so you won’t do anything. So we always go back to our lesson fromsefiras ha’omer; once a day – at least once a day to remember Hashem. At least when the sun is about to go down, remind yourself: “Did I count today? What did I accomplish today? Is there anything to count?” Is it just another day passing away, maybe wasted away, that won’t ever come back?It’s the end of one opportunity and we don’t have too many of them in our lives. And so when the sun goes down, that’s the time for a person to start thinking. Every day, from now on for the rest of your life, don’t be in a hectic pursuit of the business of life to such an extent that you cannot stop every day for a moment. You’re sitting in your office; it’s wintertime and it’s close to 4:30 and the sun has dipped beneath the horizon of the skyscrapers. Stop for a moment and think that the day is almost over and count that day.Ha’yom yom echadto counting the days of my life.Hayom yom sheiniof fulfillingv’navi l’vav chochma.Hayom yom shlishifor achieving Awareness of Hashem.Now, in case the day hasn’t been utilized, make use of the remaining moments before the sun goes down and the day is gone forever. In all eternity, it will never return again. Not once more in history will you be able to relive this day. There’ll be other days, yes. Hopefully you’ll wake up tomorrow morning and you’ll have another day, butthisday is lost forever. And therefore, before it’s gone irretrievably, stop for a moment, andcarpe diem,grab what you can.THE HOUSEWIFE AND THE BAKERHow do you grab? I’ll tell you. You know, a woman can bake muffins, she can cook chicken, and she can become heroic in the kitchen. Imagine a housewife standing in her kitchen as she is kneading the dough, she is thinking, “My hands are the hands of Hakadosh Baruch Hu; like it says, נֹתֵן לֶחֶם לְכָל בָּשָׂר כִּי לְעוֹלָם חַסְדּוֹ – “Hakodosh Boruch Hu in His endless kindness gives food to all the living” (Tehillim 136:25). How does He give bread? Does He stretch his hands from the sky and hand us something? Thepshatis that it’s through the woman who’s making thechallah.So if you’re bakingchallahor if you’re selling bread over the counter, it’s a glorious opportunity for thereishis chochma, the most valuable of all wisdom. All the bakers should be here tonight because otherwise their lives are being wasted. Think what a baker could accomplish every time he hands a loaf across the counter, and he’s thinking: נֹתֵן לֶחֶם לְכָל בָּשָׂר – “I’m giving bread to all the living and I’m doing it as ashaliachof Hakadosh Baruch Hu.” The fact that he’s being paid for it, that doesn’t detract from the greatness of this accomplishment.And so, at the end of the day, the mother is standing in the kitchen, or maybe the baker or the grocer is standing behind the counter, and they look through the window and see the sun is going down; they should remember why Hashem made that great ball of fire. “Don’t miss even one day!” You remind yourself that once on Shabbos, you had prayed לִמְנוֹת יָמֵינוּ כֵּן הוֹדַע – “Teach me to count my days properly,” and so, in the last moment, as you put the muffins into the oven or as you hand the last loaf of bread across the counter to the boy who went on an errand for his mother, you do it with the thought that “My hands are the hands of Hakadosh Baruch Hu Who gives bread to all the living.”HASHEM SENDS PEOPLE TO DENTAL SCHOOLAnd suppose a dentist, a weary dentist who’s been standing on his feet all day in the office. There was a long line today in the dentist’s office and he’s been grinding one tooth after the other. And as he picks up the drill he looks through his window; he wants to see how many more hours does he have to work today. And when he sees the sun going down he catches himself for that last moment of the day. “What am I living for? Just to put more checks into my drawer? Is that it? Is that what the days of my life are worth? Just some more checks?” And he thinks,לִמְנוֹת יָמֵינוּ כֵּן הוֹדַע– “Hashem, help me to count my days.”So what does he think now as he drills into another tooth. “Pay attention to your work” – that’s the first thing he has to think. But if he can add the thought, “You, Hakodosh Boruch Hu, are רוֹפֵא חוֹלֵי עַמּוֹ יִשְׂרָאֵל. You’re the one who heals Your people; and I’m just Yoursh’liach, Your messenger, doing Your work in this world. And therefore for the rest of the time that’s allotted to me today, I’m going to think this thought; I’m working for You Hashem, curing people of the ails of the teeth.” How does Hakadosh Boruch Hu heal after all? That’s one of His ways; by sending people to dental school. And so as the sun sets behind the building, the dentist says to himself, “I’m going to make people happy by giving them healthy teeth and I’m doing it because I’m Yourshaliach.”YOU’RE LOADED WITH WEALTHThe greatest wealth that a person has is a wealth of years and months and days and hours. That’s the real wealth! A young man is loaded down with capital. Hakodosh Boruch Hu sends him out into this world with a great wealth – he has many years ahead of him to benavi l’vav chochma. A young man of two, a young man of twenty, a young man of forty, a young man of sixty, a young man of eighty – he has wealth. As much as he has, it’s a wealth.The wealth of life is only for a few moments. Relatively, life is only a fleeting pause in eternity. And therefore is it any wonder that we pray to Hakodosh Boruch Hu, we beseech Him, we beg Him:limnos yameinu kein hoda– teach us how to count our days so that we shouldn’t spend our days being bemused! You know how many people spend theiryomimwith their minds preoccupied with nothing at all. Here’s a man who’s walking around thinking about ways and means of fighting with his boss; he’s spending his days thinking of ways and means how to get even with him.There are people going around, and they’re tense and they’re worried, thinking that they’re being persecuted by their neighbors and their mothers-in-law. They spend time bemused about the injustice that is being done to them. And their lives are being wasted away by silly and foolish imaginations. Not lunatics! I’m talking about sane people. And what about the people who waste their lives pursuing after imaginary wealth, instead of the true wealth ofyiras Hashem; people who waste their lives pursuing imaginary pleasures?!THE TALL GENTLEMAN’S VISITAnd then before they know it, themalach hamavess,a tall dark gentleman comes into the hospital room. And he’s lying in bed, this old fellow, and themalachhamavess taps him on the shoulder. So the old fellow says, “Can’t you just give me a few more days?NowI understand how precious days are. I want to count a few more days,please. And I’ll count them this time for the purpose ofnavi l’vav chochma.” So themalach hamavessturns to him, “Sorry, that’s what they all say, ‘Now I understand.’ I’ve heard that millions of times already. Come on, time to go now.” And your opportunity to belimnoshas come to an end.And because our counting will one day come to an end we were given the commandment in the Torah of וּסְפַרְתֶּם לָכֶם, “And you have to count for yourselves,” so that we should be reminded of this very important function. Themitzvahofsefiras ha’omeris a rehearsal for the counting of the days of our lives; it’s a model for the wise nation to countall of their days. And that’s why the whole Jewish nation was sure to be counting because we are expected to keep a record of our days. Every individual is expected to be able to count his days and to be able to answer the question, “What did I accomplish today?” Every day is a precious bauble. Whether it’s raining or snowing, hot or cold, whatever is doing in the world, it doesn’t matter – today is a once in a lifetime opportunity.And the fact that you came here tonight is already a step in the right direction; it’s asiyata dishmayato help you learn how to count the days. And therefore as much as possible we try to remind ourselves of the very great principle,לִמְנוֹת יָמֵינוּ כֵּן הוֹדַע – “Please, Hakadosh Boruch Hu, let us know how to count our days properly.” It’s a big study; it’s not simple at all. What you heard tonight is kindergarten talk. Of course, it’s useful kindergarten talk. And if you’ve never heard it before, then this is the kindergarten where you have to come! Becausereishis chochma,the most important of all wisdom you can achieve,yirasHashem, is Awareness of Hakodosh Boruch Hu. And it’s only if we count our dayskein, successfully, that we’ll benavi l’vav chochma, and acquire the wisdom for which we came into this world. 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