A friend shared their opinion about a mutual friend going through a hard time. Their opinion showed me their view of possible mental illness is not as progressive as I imagined. It proved to me why I keep my struggles to myself. To continue this journey called life, it is becoming clear that I must accept the walk will be arduous and dark.

I discuss a reoccurring dream and its significance.

I discuss a recent situation I want to talk about in order to avoid ruminating over it later.

I discuss the need to change the tone a little darker. I need this podcast more than ever.

we weren't meant to be broken

I reflect on the fatigue and how it impacts my feelings.

part one. escapism is the answer. this part was cut off at the end but check out the other parts. it is becoming a chore to exist.

I discuss the source of my trouble building quality friendships.

I was invited to join a group online that has regular conversation about life. It is the first time I feel seen for what I value most.

The content of the podcast will soon change. I am in the driver's seat . I have to trust the voice I have and run with it.