For the first time ever in my life, I have one foot out of the darkness.

I discuss the need to plan for the next phase of life. Living without purpose is destroying me from the inside out.

Today was a reminder of the struggles others face. Every battle is not worth fighting.

r.i.p

If the only thing I accomplish is being awake, then I will celebrate that.

I discuss Joshua Fluke, a popular youtuber and his recent admission that he's living with his girlfriend in her parent's basement. It is a reminder that a step back can be a step in the right direction.

I am close to hitting rock bottom. Struggling to get through the day

I am still struggling with low energy but I am determined to push through. It will require changes but I must take it day by day.

I discuss how I am continuing to embrace my creative side. The goal is to keep walking. Keep walking and keep going.

I discuss the Welcome to Sweetie Pies star Tim Norman, who was charged with putting a hit on his nephew. Special thanks to youtuber lovelyti as she was the one that brought this story to my attention. This situation is a different kind of darkness.