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  • How I Turned Bipolar Into My Super Power | Christoph Merrill

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    “On the day I planned to take my life… I stopped to write my kids a letter. That habit saved me.”  -  Christoph Merrill

    In this moving episode of the ReFind Resilience Podcast, ​⁠‪@CHRISTOPHmerrill‬ author of Habit Freak, shares how living with Type 1 Bipolar Disorder has taught him the power of intentional habits—not just for productivity, but for survival.

    Christoph opens up about:
    • The extreme highs of mania and the crushing lows of depression
    • How he’s learned to let suicidal thoughts pass through him instead of being consumed by them
    • The simple, consistent habit of writing daily letters to his children—and how it literally kept him alive on his darkest day and how he helps others make habits that matter both on stage and online.

    This is a raw, hope-filled conversation about mental health, breaking stigma, and using small daily actions to anchor yourself in the middle of life’s storms.

    New episode drops on Monday at 5 AM ET.

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    1 hr 11 min
  • Grief Behind The Smile | Kari Hawker-Diaz

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    What happens when you’re navigating not one parent with cancer, but two, grief hits like a freight train and yet the show must go on?

    On this week’s ReFind Resilience Podcast, @karihawkerdiaz - beloved host of @KUTV Fresh Living shares the raw, beautiful, and brutally honest truth about losing her mom during COVID.

    Kari opens up about:
    💔Navigating the reality of living in a world where reality is altered by loss
    💔 Holding it together on set—when nothing felt together behind the scenes
    💔What grief felt like for her and the importance of having support

    With her signature self-awareness and humor, Kari reflects on the surreal emotional juggling act of being the “fresh” face of a daytime TV show… while barely surviving the fog of grief internally.

    This episode is a tender reminder that resilience doesn’t always look like strength—sometimes it looks like mascara in the car, shaky smiles on camera, and learning to mother yourself when you feel you might be lost

    🎧 The episode drops Monday at 5 AM ET on YouTube,

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    Find me on Apple, and Spotify too.

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    54 min
  • Healing Suffering From Abuse | Chris Yadon

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    REDEFINING RESILIENCE: Chris Yadon, MPA addresses forgiveness, prevention and healing for both victims of CSA and those who have abused on the ReFind Resilience Podcast.

    66% of incarcerated women say they were victims of child sexual abuse. Knowing this is one thing, taking action to address a path of change and healing forward is another.

    On this episode of the ReFind Resilience Podcast, I sit down with Chris Yadon, Managing Director of Saprea.org, to talk about a mission that most are afraid to face: healing for survivors—and prevention that includes accountability and education for those who have caused harm.

    We talk about what real resilience looks like when:
    🔹 You’ve been abused and are finding your way back to wholeness
    🔹 You’ve caused harm and are now incarcerated, doing the inner work to break cycles
    🔹 You’re ready to challenge shame—not with judgment, but with change

    Chris reminds us: no one heals in isolation, and ending the epidemic of child sexual abuse means providing tools for survivors and confronting the systems, behaviors, and wounds that perpetuate abuse—even in prison cells.

    🎙️ In this episode:
    ▪️ The urgent need to shift societal perception around child sexual abuse
    ▪️ How Saprea retreats and online tools help adult survivors heal
    ▪️ What it means to address the roots of abuse in prison settings
    ▪️ Why shame prevents healing—and what replaces it

    This conversation is for anyone ready to believe that cycles can be broken, healing is possible, and redemption is real.

    🙏 Grateful to our sponsors CHill Consulting Agency and @BuildThenBless for supporting these necessary conversations on ReFind Resilience.

    📺 Watch now on YouTube:
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    🎧 Listen on Spotify & Apple Podcasts
    🧡 Visit saprea.org to donate, learn, or attend a healing retreat.





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    1 hr 3 min
  • The Power of “I Am” | Angela Martindale

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    Angela Martindale - The Power of "I Am" 💥

    At the height of her career in NYC, Angela Martindale was a rising star—personal trainer to celebrities, nutrition expert, and human performance coach. But behind the success was a private reality few knew: she was surviving a violent relationship.

    Until one day, her inner voice got louder than his.

    In this powerful episode, Angela shares how she broke free, reclaimed her life, and rebuilt her mission from the inside out. From trauma to triumph, she now helps others own their worth and transform their health, mindset, and future.

    🎙️ Hear how she turned pain into purpose—and why believing in yourself is the strongest performance tool of all.

    📺 Watch on YouTube
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    🔗 Subscribe to ReFind Resilience — real stories of courage, reinvention and healing.

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    52 min
  • Leaving a Legacy of Kindness | Mary Nickles

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    Mary Nickles — Legacy Through Kindness & Resilience

    On this week’s ReFind Resilience Podcast, I sat down with someone who has been a steady, trusted voice in Utah homes for over three decades: Mary Nickles of KUTV2 News and the brand new ARC morning show.

    Mary opens up about growing up in a household of nine children, shaped by love, grit, and the steady presence of parents who led by example.
    She reflects on surviving breast cancer in the public eye, staying present for her family and community, and continuing to lead with kindness—even on the hard days.

    For Mary, kindness is not just a virtue—it’s a legacy.
    And her journey is a testament to the power of showing up, staying rooted in purpose, and using your platform for good.

    🎙️ You’ll hear about:
    ▪️ What resilience looks like to her
    ▪️ Her fight with breast cancer while anchoring the news
    ▪️ How she stays positive under public pressure
    ▪️ Why kindness and  collaborative growth is the most powerful broadcast of all


    📲 And follow Mary’s continued work at ARC Utah and @kutv2news.


    🙏 Huge thanks to our sponsors CHill Consulting Agency and @BuildThenBless for supporting ReFind Resilience and making these conversations possible.

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    46 min
  • Manifesting the Life You Want with Millionaire Speaker Coach | Marianne Hickman

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    From Welfare to Worldwide Stages

    This week on the ReFind Resilience Podcast, we’re joined by none other than Marianne Hickman Speaker Coach, global mentor, and living proof that your mess can become your message.

    Once a single mom on welfare, Marianne found her voice and turned it into her vehicle — rising to become a powerhouse speaker coach who’s helped thousands own their story and use their gifts to propel their path forward.

    She’s raw. She’s real. And she’s rewriting what it means to rise. 

    💥 Tune in as we dive into:
    ✅ Her path from rock bottom to resilience
    ✅ How to monetize your message without selling your soul
    ✅ The truth about confidence, clarity, and calling

    🎧 Listen now on ReFind Resilience — because your voice is more powerful than your circumstances.  

    Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/rTXDKJVtk_A?si=ZuaEb4ut0hEwzizq

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    53 min
  • We Felt Like We Had Failed: One Couple's Story of Navigating Infertility | Angel and Brad Brockbank

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    Navigating Infertility Is Not a Failure or a Success-It Just Is What It Is

    This week I have a power couple in studio and you don’t want to miss the episode.

    Why? Because dynamic couple Brad Brockbank and Angel Brockbank open up on the ReFind Resilience Podcast about their raw, emotional journey with infertility—and the truth they had to face: this wasn’t a problem they could “fix.”

    Instead, they learned to support each other through the waiting, the pain, and the letting go of control. They talk about finding joy in each other when answers didn’t come… and how faith, patience, and deeper connection became the healing.

    This episode is for anyone carrying invisible heartbreak and trying to hold on to love and hope through it all.

    🎧 Listen now on:
    📺 YouTube
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    🔗 Subscribe and tune in to ReFind Resilience — where real stories remind us that we’re never alone in the hard things. 

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    44 min
  • Kindness and Resilience | Derek Miner

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    Kindness and Resilience with Derek Miner

    This week on ReFind Resilience, we sat down with someone who lives out the mission of building others up—the myth, the man, the marketing legend- Derek Miner of LemonadeStandMarketing.com and BuildThenBless.com who is not only a man with a heart of gold, but a successful entrepreneur, and impact-driven leader in Utah and beyond.

    Derek is the co-founder of Build Then Bless, a movement and platform rooted in resilience, faith, and the belief that true success is measured by how well you serve others and that kindness CAN and DOES change lives. In partnership with his team, he’s showing what it means to turn creative grit into goodness based purpose.

    We talk about:
    🔥 Getting back up after the fall
    ❤️ The radical power of kindness
    🔨 What it means to build, and why you must bless
    🎧How his platform is changing the lives of teams and communities throughout Utah and in 12 other states!

    This episode is for anyone who’s been knocked down and needs a reason to rise again. Derek’s story reminds us: no act of kindness is too small to make a difference. You were built for more. And you were blessed to give.

    📲 Listen now wherever you stream podcasts.
    💻 Check out BuildThenBless.com to join the movement.

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    48 min
  • How to Rewrite Your Story | Chip Hopper

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    In this powerful episode of ReFind Resilience, we dive deep into the human journey of resilience—personally and collectively—as we face the rapidly evolving age of AI. Our guest is none other than Chip Hopper, the legendary ghostwriter behind countless bestselling books.

    Together, we explore how the same person can play both the hero and the villain in our life story—and how recognizing that duality can lead to transformative growth. As artificial intelligence accelerates change in our world, the one constant we can hold onto is truth. Chip shares personal insights and behind-the-scenes stories that illuminate how leaning into authenticity, vulnerability, and transparency helps us pivot with purpose in pivotal life moments.

    Whether you’re navigating change, questioning your path, or rewriting your own story, this conversation is a must-watch.

    Timestamps:
    00:00 – Welcome & Introduction to Chip Hopper
    04:10 – Resilience in the Age of AI
    11:42 – The Hero/Villain Within: Owning Both Roles
    21:03 – Transparency as a Superpower
    29:00 – The Book Jedi’s Wisdom on Storytelling
    39:45 – Rewriting Life Chapters with Courage
    48:10 – Final Thoughts: The Truth That Sets You Free

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    39 min
  • Losing My Mom Changed Everything | Nicea DeGering

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    This week on ReFind Resilience, I sit down with the radiant Nicea DeGering from ABC4 Utah - Utah's CW30 (KTVX/KUCW) #GoodThingsUtah and we go deep.

    As we celebrate Mother’s Day, Nicea opens her heart about the recent loss of her beloved mother — the ache, the love, the memories that linger. In summary of her words, grief has a way of shrinking everything else… It forces you to slow down and truly see what matters most.

    This is more than a conversation. It’s a tribute to the bond between mothers and daughters, the beauty in presence, and the power of honoring a life well lived.

    Like, share, and subscribe for more empowering content as we embark on this transformative journey together!

    New episode drops on Monday at 5 AM ET. Spotify. YouTube. Apple.

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    1 hr 4 min

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Join host Carrie Hill, on the ReFind Resilience Podcast exploring how resilience is not linear-rather we have to refind it over and over again for each new situation we find ourselves in. Through…