In this Teisho, given during Zazenkai on September 9, 2020, Rinzan Pechovnik Osho examines "The Rinzai Roku, Records of Pilgrimages Chapter 9." Though we may develop some level of acceptance using various techniques, what do we rely on when the last thing has been taken from us. In the context of this Teisho, as Oregon and other areas in the West were faced with ravaging fires and toxic smoke, Rinzan Osho point to the Rinzai Zen teaching of "Always Not Yet." We turn to what is with curiosity. We become it. We know that whatever we are facing, the ineffable IT is exactly THIS.