saoirse dream

session 1 may 2020, session 2 may 2021

backup vox by renner <3

3 of 10

cowritten by & featuring @soupandreas

additional production by @bbbbfc

mastered by Ryan Schwabe

art by atlas ezra

~~lyrics~~

(sd)

and i promise you this

i won’t be worth nothing to ya when i stop making hits

my character’s nobody if she stops talking shit

when i can’t record the verses that i don’t believe in

whatever, shut up, go fuck yourself

i gotta get me out my head

whoever she was i wish her well

before you snap her neck

i bet half of you’d curse me to hell

if i just think about it

freak out daily, don’t stop to breathe

i can’t say no, afraid you’ll leave

in the right city at the wrong time

making all the right moves with the wrong guys

seeing all the right things with the wrong eyes

living in the right ways with the wrong life

(at least that’s what i think it’s like)

i guess this is how i find out

can i keep it up or do i wind down

laughing, oh my god she’s such a sellout

hold her head under the water, you should be proud

she’s such a sellout

she’s such a sellout

she’s such a sellout

she’s such a sellout

she’s such a sellout

she’s such a sellout

she’s such a sellout

she’s such a sellout

(soupandreas)

saying all the right things at the wrong times

doing all the right scenes with the wrong lines

feeling like an extra in my own life

can you see that i'm afraid of that

or do you feel the same on the inside

i can't breathe anymore

making my way to the door

spilled my guts on your floor

don't know what i did it for

i tried to sell you a lie

you ripped away the disguise

wish i could run back the time

and make it all alright

(sd)

i guess this is how i find out

can i keep it up or do i wind down

laughing, oh my god she’s such a sellout

hold her head under the water, you should be proud

she’s such a sellout

she’s such a sellout

she’s such a sellout

she’s such a sellout

she’s such a sellout

she’s such a sellout

she’s such a sellout

she’s such a sellout

phone

samples list:

webcage - settings app

soulja boy - kiss me thru the phone (remix)

dsg - ok google kill me now

100 gecs - xXXi_wud_nvrstøp_ÜXXx

alice deejay - better off alone

i don't play the bitch enough!!!!! fuck u man

ft @skybr34kr

prod @flooddubs @trndytrndy

https://genius.com/Saoirse-dream-aboutme2-lyrics

9 of 10

cowritten by & featuring @cmten

mastered by Ryan Schwabe

art designed + edited by @daywaiter

original photo + concept by mars whitlock & me

~~lyrics~~

(sd)

Acting out of malice

Circle pain on the diagram

Keep it steady, cut precision from my shaky hands

I'm so caught up between what I want and who I am

You only reach out at your weakest

And I do it right back back back back back

And I do it right back back back back back

Let it circle in my head head head head head

Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed

And I do it right back back back back back

And I do it right back back back back back

Let it circle in my head head head head head

Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed

I think I found what you were looking for

I won't give it back until you learn to use the magic word

If you're fucking with me then I just gotta be sure

And if it's really honesty then stop faking concern

Water down the drain until I'm clean

I create the image of myself I let you see

The things that make you pretty never look as good on me

Me my eyes and eyelids are all different shades of green

And I do it right back back back back back

And I do it right back back back back back

Let it circle in my head head head head head

Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed

And I do it right back

And I do it right back

Let it circle in my head (Let it circle in my, and it circles in my head)

Burn a hole into my bed (And it circles in my head head head head head yeah)

(cmten)

Downing the drink that you made for me

Carve a space in the walls so that I can see

I can barely breathe, I can barely breathe

When you’re not with me, when you’re not with me

Sometimes takes a little more to come apart

Waiting for you to come back in the dark now

Sometimes waiting all alone at the bus stop

I don’t really give a fuck about what you want now

Bout what you want now

Bout what you need now

Bout what we had, 2am and I’m homebound

Kissing your neck, I forget all the past

Til I stand up too fast and I do it right back

(sd)

And I do it right back back back back back

And I do it right back back back back back

Let it circle in my head head head head head

Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed

And I do it right

1/10

wrote this tonight & liked the first take

>:)

prod me

ft + art @daywaiter

samples ought by @sadkey

https://genius.com/Saoirse-dream-ought2-lyrics

tee hee

samples list (abridged):

kanye west - bound 2

ag cook - idyll

some bitch & kmoe - frostbite

b.o.b & hayley williams - airplanes

underscores & 8485 - your favorite sidekick

✱ track 9

coprod @can-of-bliss

~~lyrics~~

everything you said, everything you did

brought the shit back up from when we were kids

brush it off i guess, said "it's not that bad.

can't we be best friends? cmon, don't be sad

for yourself or mad at yourself

don't think too hard cause it's bad for your health"

but you said "it's different now"

cause you got a new crowd

and they're all too young to be calling shit out

i don't wanna freak out again

i live in the real world, i guess

i live in the real world, i guess

honestly i'm disappointed

but i'm not tryna shut you down

you didn't hear a thing that i said

not that it really matters now

we're all adults, i guess

i don't wanna hear you cry again

i don't wanna hear you cry again

oh our words hurt?

how does it feel on the other side?

don't you hear yourself talk?

don't you hear yourself lie?

but you said "it's different now"

cause you got a new crowd

and they're all too young to be calling shit out

yeah it's pretty different now

cause we made a new crowd

and we all found out you were bringing us down

no more, i wanna see you at the front door

no more, i wanna see you at the front door

no more, i wanna see you at the front door

no more, i wanna see you at the front door

you're fucked up if you think i wanna do this

i mean, i know we had to, but it feels like shit

i'm not the one you wanna hurt so bad

i'm not just "them", i'm not "some fag"

i had your back, didn't have to do that

when it comes down to it i don't owe you shit

brush it off i guess, said "it's not that bad

can't we be best friends, cmon, don't be sad"

no more, i wanna see you at the front door

no more, i wanna see you at the front door

no more, i wanna see you at the front door

no more, i wanna see you at the front door

honestly i'm disappointed

but i'm not tryna shut you down

you didn't hear a thing that i said

not that it really matters now

no more, i wanna see you at the front door

no more, i wanna see you at the front door

✱ track 8

~~lyrics~~

oh pity you got what was coming

no pity you got what you wanted

no pity you got what you wanted

no pity you got what you wanted

no pity you got what you wanted

oh pity you got what was coming

no pity you got what you wanted

no pity you got what you needed

yeah, no, no pity

watch it burning from the front row

you're sitting pretty in your chateau

it's too late for "hi, hello"

cause i'm jumping out the window

say it with me

you need something

checking all your power

i could compromise a quiet life

if i spoke a little louder

guess i'm back in the backrooms

crying holding on a bottle in the bathroom

promise that i had nothing against you

i just cut you off because i knew i fuckin had to

oh pity you got what was coming

no pity you got what you wanted

no pity you got what you needed

big city no friends in sight

and i start telling people that you died

and i'm too busy building up my pride

and i'm caught up in all these lies and

oh pity you got what was coming

no pity you got what you wanted

no pity you got what you needed

now you're better in a bad way

you learned how to better hurt me

you take your time tryna get around me

knock me down when i find my feet, yeah

you're breaking down every wall you see

one one more door and you open

now you're staring at me wide eyed

you think we're talking just because you needed my life?

no more looking on the bright side

i'm being very fucking clear when i say that you get

NOTHING