saoirse dream

og by @janeremover @kmoethekid :3

all proceeds (on https://saoirsedream.bandcamp.com/album/let-the-sky-in) will be donated to the Transgender Law Center (https://transgenderlawcenter.org/ for more info - they're an incredible organization)

tracklist:

1. moon ii (0:00)

2. shasta (3:28)

3. so separated (5:25)

4. be hurt (8:48)

5. birthright (11:29)

6. yesterday (14:44)

7. 27s club (18:01)

8. will (19:25)

prod+master @can-of-bliss

VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AAeVlEitFAs

spotify <3 https://open.spotify.com/album/3nGTuD0VH3ezmrpPUXsvG3?si=R14w6ZMoRNqjzwliQ7qdpg

ringtone mag writeup: https://www.ringtonemag.com/articles/caller-id-track-roundup-21821

<3 <3 hope u enjoy

!!!lyrics!!!

never at the top yeah it just feels so unreachable

i dropped out of college cause i’m completely unteachable

smoking cigarettes when i get sad cause it’s habitual

drinking monster energy like it’s a fucking ritual

and i’m jingling these bells

whipping out my magic glock and shooting all these spells

i didn’t see ur mom last night cause i don’t kiss and tell

balling like an idiot *******

i just got my nails done

now i’m smoking on a nail gun

if i ever meet drake i am going to impale him

ur the peak of faildom

i’ll eat u like some cinnamon

tre was never real

he was created by the government

been workin at subway

i’m lookin like a subgay

praying for some weed like it’s a mother ducking sunday

all my work is unpaid

i want to eat a grenade

i get home at 3pm and hang out in my webcage

u care bout monthly listeners

ur mommy, i been kissin her

mute and deafen cause i am about to say a cuss word

f*ck

yeah it’s a funny word

is ur mom a table cause i think i’m gonna bussin her

never at the top yeah it just feels so unreachable

i dropped out of college cause i’m completely unteachable

smoking cigarettes when i get sad cause it’s habitual

drinking monster energy like it’s a fucking ritual

I Wrote This LYrics

4 fun :p

✱ track 1

this song is about being so far outside of my body that i did bad things to myself and ended up in the hospital. not feeling anything isn't good or fun. if you're self-harming or experiencing suicidal ideation, get help, because that shit doesn't just go away on its own.

lyrics:

i don't want anything at all

don't need any attention

cause i'm building up a wall

fortifying my defenses

and when i wake up

will my room still look the same

will i step outside for a minute

will the world know i'm in it

no painnnn

i wont feel anythinggg

blood drains

dripping down my leg

i told them i'm afraid

of what i do to myself every day

i told them i'm afraid

of what i do to myself every day

take it out out out

in the bath room room

put it in your phone case

keep it close to you

take it out out out

in the bath room room

keep it in your phone case

keep it close to you

no painnnn

i wont feel anythinggg

blood drains

dripping down my leg

i told them i'm afraid

of what i do to myself every day

i told them i'm afraid

of what i do to myself every day

: /

it's my 3 year (tr)anniversary so here's a song

lyrics:

i’m just a regular girl

just like mitski or frankie or sidney or charli

i’m ur manic pixie dream

or at least i really wish people said that to me

i know my makeup looks bad

it’s intentional

i don’t need all these tutorials

people treat me like i’m 10 years old

just cause i started hormones in high school

if i looked just like hunter or laura

maybe lesbians would find me more adorable

at least my mindset’s less horrible

since i bought clear frames and moved up to oregon

my last episode was in may

i recorded a whole album in like three days

but when i listen to it now i don’t hear me

cause i wrote all the songs when i was 18

i used to really deeply hate me

now i only kind of hate me

i’ve been doing a lot better lately

and i’m not afraid of being crazy

i’m just a regular girl

just like mitski or frankie or sidney or charli

i’m ur manic pixie dream

or at least i really wish people said that to me

can’t change who i am, don’t feel safe around cishets

even online you’re always grouping me with men

government wants to write me out of existence

but in a year or two or three we’ll all fucking be dead

you say voting fixes everything, i can’t help but laugh

we’re all hopeless, but the least we can do is act

if i live to the apocalypse i’m stealing a life raft

swim to DC, kill the US president (in minecraft)

i’m just a regular girl

just like anybody else

no internet at my house B)

lyrics:

got no internet at my house

don’t have a job, i don’t go out

so i'll just sit here and pout

smoke another bowl and lay on the couch

i think i like complaining too much

i’ve become so very insufferable

i can’t get what i want immediately

i can’t doordash the travis scott burger

i can’t text in the rice crew server

think i froze my monster energy

if i don’t have caffeine i just fall asleep

“i’m a trans ally” yeah you better be

if you’re a terf then you are dead to me

vsts yeah i crack that

just tryna make hits like i’m knapsack

no internet's not that bad

just reminded me that im sad

(complaining)

i think i like complaining too much

@webcage #1 never stop

all by me

lyrics:

so much poison in my body

if its not black get it off me

bloody knuckles and a nosebleed

glitter all over me

coming up fast

i don’t know where i am

coming up fast

i don’t know where i am

through the patterns in the sunlight

figures tell me i might die tonight

so i keep moving

i just tell myself to write

but i forget and i forget and i forget

every time

i forgot every line

i cant help but scream and cry

and close my eyes

ill stay trapped inside my body

so much poison in my body

if its not black get it off me

bloody knuckles and a nosebleed

glitter all over me

coming up fast

i don’t know where i am

coming up fast

i don’t know where i am

prod @st1cksyea

@can-of-bliss

@nebita

@quickslvr